blossy

I screwed up, I don't think of things in the same way other people do I guess. I mean finances and being stable are really big deals for people and for me too. I just don't think of things like telling my girlfriend that I had to cash out my MMA well it was more like a CD to make sure that I paid back my ex's mom. I'm just not the sort of person who thinks that this is a big deal because the money was there but now it's not so what's the point in talking about it. She's upset because I didn't tell her and "I'm sorry" just doesn't cut it. Whenever she asks me how much money I have I always say I have "enough" I am not, not telling her how much I have on purpose, I just don't see what I have as being a big deal. I get it though, it adds to her feelings of stability.