blossy

I love, love, love classical music. I love Bach, I love Beethoven, I love Bach's Cello Suite in C Minor iPrelude and Beethoven's "Moonlight Sonata" probably the most by far. Though, I love it all really, Stravinsky, Tchakovsky, Chopin, Schubert...yes please.




Life has been odd lately. I've written my heart out about my marriage both here and on paper. I am learning that sharing it has helped in some ways but now there are also things I've learned recently that just make me re-think my decision to take him back into my home this past year. I want it to be easy, I want us to laugh like we used to. It's just not, easy though. I love him with my whole heart but that's been broken once by him as it is and as with many broken things we try to repair there seems to be that one tiny chip that is missing.

I am still happy for the most part however today my melancholy has hit a little harder than usual. I will be perked up and out of this in no time. Certain pieces of information are just new, so I need time to mull them over and think and I am certain it will be ironed out fast.