ok it's the 4th and I'm kid free as the ex just picked up the boys... they live with me incase you're wondering. So we went and saw Transformers today... best 2 hours and 39 minutes I've sat in one place for awhile.. So Marilyn Manson blasting on iTunes, a cold Budweiser Select in arms reach, a full pack of smokes, Suicide Girls on the net and a free night.... what am I to do????... oh that's right I'm sitting here BLOGGING, yeah my life pretty much effin' sucks at this point... so I figured that since I used to be into blogging all the time I'd attempt to fit it in to my CRAZY LIFE again, I'll post some of my other blogs later, they were written while I was trying to figure out why most of my relationships ended BADDLY... and why I always seemed to end up with vuirtually the same type of woman.... well I certainly hope everyone else is having a decent time... I've been single for almost a year now and the other night in counsling the counselor asked (ok they really need to put spell check on here) how I viewed relationships.... kind of a strange question but easily enough answered... I enjoy the knowledge of being able to go to bed at night looking at the first face I see upon waking and the comfort of having someone there when I need them... not just for sexual purposes but sometimes when you come home from work knowing that atleast one person in your life is there to annoy you and that she can tell by the look on your face what kind of day you had... yeah I really miss that I guess, although I've enjoyed the total lack of being responsible to anyone else except for my boys.... well another night of internet porn, Suicide Girls... Happy 4th of July... and Here's to all of our Troops overseas.. Thanks brothers and sisters... and because of them I can post this picture... m
