bloodymic

We are done.....I tried so hard to show her how i felt....I was so scared to tell her how much she meant to me and now I'm all alone and we're not even friends....She says that I aggravate her so much with all of this "love crap". She says that she doesnt love me anymore....I hate my life....I found someone to make me happy and I knew she was the one...and I was too scared to tell her that I loved her...I used my old crappy shallow 9 year relationship from before as why I didnt say "I love you". What a fuckin fool....I need her. She is my everything.....I just couldnt say it to her until I knew for sure....Then i did and she talks about not being together....so yet again i dont say what i think...I just say "I want you to make your decision not knowing what i think or feel"........God am I a fuckin moron!!!!!! I am going to go and die now...thank you for not caring.

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