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bi hate you.........i'm sick of the crap......i'm ready to move on and live it up...........away from here............wanna go??
so much to say yet i dont know what to say....life is so messed up and i am going nowhere with my love... i wish things wouldn't be so difficult... i understand why feelings need to be close to the same in order to have that level of commitment to make it work but it is right there and i can taste it... this sucks...
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i feel like i need to go in disguise and run away...i love everything about her and it drives me insane to not be with her yet i love hanging out and just goofing off....of course with hints and allegations left undefined about "us"....but i still want to be with her in such a way she will just refuse to see or accept in her... Read More
why.............i dont understand why i get the short end of the stick all the time. Am i not good enough for her....? what is the deal? i dont get it...i know she cares but why cant she just give me her love....she obviously does in a small percentage want to be with me but everyday a different guy gets in the way. why is it... Read More
why are girls so crazy for the wrong guy? The one they really want to settle down with and will give them all that they could hope for is right there and they choose to still go for the assholes. I feel like shit when it comes to this thing. why? I dont understand why this is happening.....I am what she wants just not what...
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...............as if you couldn't tell.....i'm a little flustered!!!!!!
SO HOW MANY TIMES DOES ONE HAVE TO SHOW HOW MUCH THEY LOVE SOMEONE FOR THEM TO FINALLY REALIZE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST FOR THEM........???
DAMN GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
girls are weird.....the boggle my mind....yet i love 'em to death..... So I am better now....besides my stalker bothering me...I tried to confide in her as my friend cause i thought that she was better now and I WAS WRONG....She told my L to leave me alone and let me be by myself. Meanwhile my stalker is tellin me to stick with it and never stop trying to show my L how I honestly feel. Come...
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So today is my fuckin birthday and even my old stalker is saying happy birthday. Things are greatly better with my ex...We are very close now and talk about everything. We decided to not be so serious when we talk and it has made remarkable differences with our relationship. I am by far the happiest guy in the world. She's coming over for grilled cheese... Read More
so i dont know what 2 do...we go from serious fight and her telling me that she hates me and i am why she does the things that she does to the next morning or an hour or two later of I'm sorry...I know she loved me but I really only have one concern right now and that is to be there for her and... Read More
itsabecky:
first off.... i am glad to see that you're still alive. after your last entry i was a bit worried.
i know exactly how your are feeling right now. i was pretty much in this same situation almost a year ago when my boyfriend and i broke up. unfortunatly in my case it turned out that we couldnt be friends. it was just too painful. it's hard always having that one person that you can tell everything too and then one day they're just gone. but in time you start to feel numb and you get used to the fact that things are different. but i hope for you that you can figure out a way to have a friendship with this girl and that you maybe find a way to be happy for her and the feelings she has for this new guy. it's probably not going to be easy though.
i wish you all the best of luck in your difficult situation.
~itsabecky
i know exactly how your are feeling right now. i was pretty much in this same situation almost a year ago when my boyfriend and i broke up. unfortunatly in my case it turned out that we couldnt be friends. it was just too painful. it's hard always having that one person that you can tell everything too and then one day they're just gone. but in time you start to feel numb and you get used to the fact that things are different. but i hope for you that you can figure out a way to have a friendship with this girl and that you maybe find a way to be happy for her and the feelings she has for this new guy. it's probably not going to be easy though.
i wish you all the best of luck in your difficult situation.
~itsabecky