Current state of mind... disgruntled and postal.
I forgot to pay my car insurance yesterday so there's a lapse in my coverage. I'll try not to hit anybody tomorrow.
Got the day off so i'm going ot hangout with my friend Chris. I'm craving a slice of key lime cheesecake from the Cheesecake factory. So that's where we're meeting, then maybe some shitty summer blockbuster movie like The Island or something. I'm a sucker for Scarlett Johansen right now. I feel like shit as i'm writing this. I hope I don't end up sleeping all day. I have a headache and i'm really nauseous for some reason. I hate being nauseous.
So what is it with people these days? Or has it always been like this? Lately I'm meeting a lot of flakes and unreliable people and it's bumming me out. Everybody seems to be really fucking paranoid and uptight. I think a lot of people are so insane and insecure that they need constant reassurance that they're "ok".
I had this fun little photo workshop set up with some people... we were going to go to San Francisco and shoot during the day and early evening and party at night. Three people flaked already and one guy is too broke to go (at least he called) so the trip is cancelled. Fuckers. Some of these same people are supposed to go with me to L.A. next month. If they can't make it someplace that's an hour and a half away how are they going to make it to L.A.?
I have some important photo projects coming up and I rely on a few people for modeling and when they flake on me it takes me longer to finish a project (or even start one for that matter) and then I have to find other models that aren't always right for the particular project I had in mind. I'm so irritated by this that I have to stoop so low and start taking photos of myself (which I HATE doing), hence the scarcity of photos in my pics folders. I'm going to the MAC store and getting some goodies to make myself look "choice" lol. I'll make myself in to a Suicide Boy! I think I'm going to do some kind of b&w gothic male model/fashion thing, that might be fun. At least I know I'll show up for the shoot!! People fucking piss me off sometimes... ::sigh:: .
This is nothing a good night out on the town won't cure. A much needed night out. I hope your ready for lot's of food and drink tonight Christopher! And hopefully some loose women, ha. Speaking of which... where are all the wild women of the world? Women are to stand offish and weird it seems to me these days (I apologize to the ladies who don't fall in ot this category).
I think I was born at the wrong time... I would have been much happier in 1920's Paris or 30's Berlin (which also means I would probably be dead right about now, which is fine by me). When people truly knew how to throw a party and did it with style. No cell phones either... god I hate cell phones.
au revoir (that's French ya know)
I forgot to pay my car insurance yesterday so there's a lapse in my coverage. I'll try not to hit anybody tomorrow.
Got the day off so i'm going ot hangout with my friend Chris. I'm craving a slice of key lime cheesecake from the Cheesecake factory. So that's where we're meeting, then maybe some shitty summer blockbuster movie like The Island or something. I'm a sucker for Scarlett Johansen right now. I feel like shit as i'm writing this. I hope I don't end up sleeping all day. I have a headache and i'm really nauseous for some reason. I hate being nauseous.
So what is it with people these days? Or has it always been like this? Lately I'm meeting a lot of flakes and unreliable people and it's bumming me out. Everybody seems to be really fucking paranoid and uptight. I think a lot of people are so insane and insecure that they need constant reassurance that they're "ok".
I had this fun little photo workshop set up with some people... we were going to go to San Francisco and shoot during the day and early evening and party at night. Three people flaked already and one guy is too broke to go (at least he called) so the trip is cancelled. Fuckers. Some of these same people are supposed to go with me to L.A. next month. If they can't make it someplace that's an hour and a half away how are they going to make it to L.A.?
I have some important photo projects coming up and I rely on a few people for modeling and when they flake on me it takes me longer to finish a project (or even start one for that matter) and then I have to find other models that aren't always right for the particular project I had in mind. I'm so irritated by this that I have to stoop so low and start taking photos of myself (which I HATE doing), hence the scarcity of photos in my pics folders. I'm going to the MAC store and getting some goodies to make myself look "choice" lol. I'll make myself in to a Suicide Boy! I think I'm going to do some kind of b&w gothic male model/fashion thing, that might be fun. At least I know I'll show up for the shoot!! People fucking piss me off sometimes... ::sigh:: .
This is nothing a good night out on the town won't cure. A much needed night out. I hope your ready for lot's of food and drink tonight Christopher! And hopefully some loose women, ha. Speaking of which... where are all the wild women of the world? Women are to stand offish and weird it seems to me these days (I apologize to the ladies who don't fall in ot this category).
I think I was born at the wrong time... I would have been much happier in 1920's Paris or 30's Berlin (which also means I would probably be dead right about now, which is fine by me). When people truly knew how to throw a party and did it with style. No cell phones either... god I hate cell phones.
au revoir (that's French ya know)