Dammit!!!
The everyday mundantities of life (I dunno if that's even a word, but I just made it one) can be so damn frustrating. I wasn't feeling to well earlier in the week nauseous/dizzy. Then my back went out on me in two different places over the last two days.
I'm supposed to be in San Franciso right now on photo trip, but I could barely walk when I got up this morning at 4 a.m. so I had to tell this guy I was going up there with that I couldn't make it. Which I HATE DOING. I reallly thought I was going to be able to tuff it out. But, when you're in excruciating pain and you can barely walk it humbles you.
I thought I could make it tonight but i'm still fucked up. Plus there was a problem with my direct deposit this pay period (what perfect timing!) so that won't be rectified until Monday. I was also supposed to take pics of my friend's little sister Sunday for a CD cover project I'm working on, but she never got back to me. I'm staying an extra night just for this.. and she flaked on me.
Damn.. hussy. Thanks Renee'! I should bring all my photog friends to the Crazy Horse where she works and get them lap dances. Better yet... I hang out with her dad once in a while... maybe I'll bring him. Ha! I wouldn't do that to him he would be very upset if he knew. He's great guy and she's a good kid (except for her flaking on me), but the thought does make me giggle... just a little.
Why are people so fucking unreliable though? If you say your going to do something or call DO IT!!! Unless you are dying or (threw out your back, like me heh
then FOLLOW THROUGH. Shit i was going to give her NIN ticket for her help. To bad I couldn't get any.
So I have $125 in cash on me I have to pay another $100 for the room in SF whether I show up or not, I have 15 rolls of B&W film for my SLR, my digital camera, a $1200 check I can't cash until Monday. Hmm.. scratching chin.. what to do what to do.
I feel a little bit better but I'm exhausted and I still basically feel like shit. It's starting to rain, the drive is two hours. I just found $40 bucks in my "emergency emergency stash", not to be mistaken for my regular emergency stash.
Fuck it I'M GOING!!!
Even though all the cool places on the itinerary were today... I can go to bed early tonight and salvage part of the trip and shoot tomorrow.. and maybe harass that little brat. Life's to short.. I don't care how shitty I feel. Time for a little adventure I'm OUTTA HERE!!
Ciao! and a YO for Stasia (say that a lot) lol
The everyday mundantities of life (I dunno if that's even a word, but I just made it one) can be so damn frustrating. I wasn't feeling to well earlier in the week nauseous/dizzy. Then my back went out on me in two different places over the last two days.
I'm supposed to be in San Franciso right now on photo trip, but I could barely walk when I got up this morning at 4 a.m. so I had to tell this guy I was going up there with that I couldn't make it. Which I HATE DOING. I reallly thought I was going to be able to tuff it out. But, when you're in excruciating pain and you can barely walk it humbles you.
I thought I could make it tonight but i'm still fucked up. Plus there was a problem with my direct deposit this pay period (what perfect timing!) so that won't be rectified until Monday. I was also supposed to take pics of my friend's little sister Sunday for a CD cover project I'm working on, but she never got back to me. I'm staying an extra night just for this.. and she flaked on me.
Damn.. hussy. Thanks Renee'! I should bring all my photog friends to the Crazy Horse where she works and get them lap dances. Better yet... I hang out with her dad once in a while... maybe I'll bring him. Ha! I wouldn't do that to him he would be very upset if he knew. He's great guy and she's a good kid (except for her flaking on me), but the thought does make me giggle... just a little.
Why are people so fucking unreliable though? If you say your going to do something or call DO IT!!! Unless you are dying or (threw out your back, like me heh
then FOLLOW THROUGH. Shit i was going to give her NIN ticket for her help. To bad I couldn't get any.
So I have $125 in cash on me I have to pay another $100 for the room in SF whether I show up or not, I have 15 rolls of B&W film for my SLR, my digital camera, a $1200 check I can't cash until Monday. Hmm.. scratching chin.. what to do what to do.
I feel a little bit better but I'm exhausted and I still basically feel like shit. It's starting to rain, the drive is two hours. I just found $40 bucks in my "emergency emergency stash", not to be mistaken for my regular emergency stash.
Fuck it I'M GOING!!!
Even though all the cool places on the itinerary were today... I can go to bed early tonight and salvage part of the trip and shoot tomorrow.. and maybe harass that little brat. Life's to short.. I don't care how shitty I feel. Time for a little adventure I'm OUTTA HERE!!
Ciao! and a YO for Stasia (say that a lot) lol
sound slike me and my money situation at the moment!!
boooooooooooooo!