FUCK THIS...
I'm not going to make this to long. All I have to say is that I have never been so fucking sick in my entire life. Hit with a double whammy last week. Kidney stone Thursday night. Follwed by one of the worst flu's I've ever had on Friday. Today just as I'm FINALLY begining to get some relief from the flu (thanks...
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I'm not going to make this to long. All I have to say is that I have never been so fucking sick in my entire life. Hit with a double whammy last week. Kidney stone Thursday night. Follwed by one of the worst flu's I've ever had on Friday. Today just as I'm FINALLY begining to get some relief from the flu (thanks...
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STONE COLD CRAZY...
So I wake up around 3:30 a.m. last Thursday morning with the WORST FUCKING PAIN in my lower right back I've ever had in my life. Initially I was so groggy I didn't know what was going on. For a second or two I actually thought someone came in my room and stabbed me (it hurt that bad). Embarassingly as this may...
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So I wake up around 3:30 a.m. last Thursday morning with the WORST FUCKING PAIN in my lower right back I've ever had in my life. Initially I was so groggy I didn't know what was going on. For a second or two I actually thought someone came in my room and stabbed me (it hurt that bad). Embarassingly as this may...
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mikael:
I rely heavily on my Pod for a whole number of tasks, especially layering guitars. Occasionally I'll route some vocals or other non-guitar tracks through it to trash things up a bit.
life_returns:
Get well brotha. 
Went and saw Manson on Monday in S.F. Good show. Not as much of a "show" as his previous tours, but always good.
Looks like Bush wins again. I'm speechless (to say the least). I don't know what people are thinking... maybe it's just a backlash against all the "Bush bashing" and people are so stupid they actually feel sorry for this little worm. I...
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Looks like Bush wins again. I'm speechless (to say the least). I don't know what people are thinking... maybe it's just a backlash against all the "Bush bashing" and people are so stupid they actually feel sorry for this little worm. I...
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tryphyna:
shut up, you do NOT like martha stewart......!
noelani:
long four years.... *sigh.
Yeah, it was a good show. Would've looked for you had I of known you were going to be there.
Yeah, it was a good show. Would've looked for you had I of known you were going to be there.
I haven't vented in a while... NOW it's time. I'm in the midst of purchasing a new car at the moment and I have been doing my homework using the internet, newspapers, magazines, books etc. etc. I'm basically looking in every nook and cranny for information on the car i'm going to purchase. Not leaving any stone unturned or any nook left uncrannied (heh). 
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tryphyna:
i would say that if your current playlist isn't giving him a hint, then he needs to seek help. like REAL help. how do you think he'd respond if you expressed your concern about his behavior and recommended that he see a therapist about his ridiculously anti-social, depressed attitude?
i hate people who work very little and then complain about work like they work 24 hours in a row. those people SUCK BIG ASS!
i hate people who work very little and then complain about work like they work 24 hours in a row. those people SUCK BIG ASS!
I haven't vented in a while... NOW it's time. I'm in the midst of purchasing a new car at the moment and I have been doing my homework using the internet, newspapers, magazines, books etc. etc. I'm basically looking in every nook and cranny for information on the car i'm going to purchase. Not leaving any stone unturned or any nook left uncrannied (heh). I'm...
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I suppose I should update (it's been a month since I last did so). Hmm... where to begin. Just recovered from a nasty cold since I got back from visiting my cousin in Mailbu for two and half weeks. Strange place. It's kind of like Santa Cruz, but on steroids. It's very beautiful, but there's not much to do there but go to the beach...
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amina:
I love my I-pod too. I just put it on random a sit back to see what it does.
thora:
Yes, this little guy has the long ears with the tufts. He's from a wild Jungle father, and a mother who's Jungle mixed with Abyssinian. I got him from a (wild and endangered) big cat sanctuary called Isis Oasis. (www.isisoasis.org)
What a FUCKED up weekend. I just got home a few hours ago, to find out my car was broken into while I was gone (someone tried to hotwire it) and fucked up the entire steering column in the process. I'm in the middle of buying a new car , but as of now I have neither a new car or my old one. Now...
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tryphyna:
thanks for the welcome back! yes, i'm the one who likes ministry. lucky you for going to see them! angie is truly my eternal crush. LOL
have a great week!
have a great week!
thora:
chausie 
Cuz I'm young and i'm black and my hat's real low do I look like a mind reader sir? I dunno. Once upon a time, a long time ago
a nigga like me had to strong arm a ho. I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one. If you havin' girl problems I feel bad for ya son. Hit me!
Wow... i'm really tired.
a nigga like me had to strong arm a ho. I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one. If you havin' girl problems I feel bad for ya son. Hit me!
Wow... i'm really tired.
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aponia:
Yeah...the not sleeping thing made me very very crazy, which was fun for the first few days, but a month in, I was just tired. But then, insomnia seems to be a side effect of a lot of anti-depressants and that is the only one I had a problem with. They gave me a small dose anti-depressant to sleep, but that worked too well. I was happier being zonked all the time.
I have a love hate thing with Martha. Her holiday ideas are amazng, but she just creeps me the hell out! That ice cube head idea sounds very cool...hmm...now if only I had a Halloween even to use that with. I remember a few years ago they made her up to look like a witch, and i swear she looked like Siouxsie Sioux...I nearly died.
If your put on Effexor let me know how you do on it.
Oh shit..I totally forgot to take my meds this morning...damnit! I need one of those little pill boxes with the days of the week written on it. Is that a dorky thing to have? Am I going from 27 to 80 in a matter of a week? Sheesh.
I have a love hate thing with Martha. Her holiday ideas are amazng, but she just creeps me the hell out! That ice cube head idea sounds very cool...hmm...now if only I had a Halloween even to use that with. I remember a few years ago they made her up to look like a witch, and i swear she looked like Siouxsie Sioux...I nearly died.
If your put on Effexor let me know how you do on it.
Oh shit..I totally forgot to take my meds this morning...damnit! I need one of those little pill boxes with the days of the week written on it. Is that a dorky thing to have? Am I going from 27 to 80 in a matter of a week? Sheesh.
lielock:
I don't go to movies alone....and I have to wait for the cable guy from 11-2. But I would so go if I had someone to go with me (I suffer from social anxiety..so yeah I would just freak out before I went left my house)
It does sort of sound like a band...haha I should join the band names community (i think there is one) and put it in there....I will save that when I have run out of chores to do.
It does sort of sound like a band...haha I should join the band names community (i think there is one) and put it in there....I will save that when I have run out of chores to do.
Started classes this week, so I can enhance my existing meager skills in to more fruitful employment opportunities in the future. I'm sick of working at the newspaper. The job is easy, the pay sucks by Santa Cruz standards. Ha! Santa Cruz... apparently my hometown is one of the top three most expensive places to live in the entire country. And the other two? Los...
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thora:
Yeah, I've always been told getting unemployment's a piece of cake, esp. in CA with all the employees' rights...
Went to see Open Water last night. I Think i'll scratch scuba diving off the "things I need to do list" while in Hawaii later this year. I was so frightened and depressed afterwards that I soiled myself right there in the theater. Hah, I kid. To combat the ill affects the movie bestowed upon my fragile pyche I went out and bought myself an...
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Watched a cool documentary called Blind Spot last night about a woman who was Hitler's secretary during WWII. Gives an interesting glimpse into this obviously screwed up individual's psyche from a different perspective. Very poignant.
Been listening to Ministry's Houses of the Mole' a lot since it came out a few weeks ago. It's really good, sounds similar to Psalm 69, but as a whole...
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Been listening to Ministry's Houses of the Mole' a lot since it came out a few weeks ago. It's really good, sounds similar to Psalm 69, but as a whole...
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thora:
Viagra. A-ha! Now i see why you replied to my Enzyte post. 
I have a -girl- friend who was prescribed it to counteract the effects of her libido-reducing anti-depressants.
I have a -girl- friend who was prescribed it to counteract the effects of her libido-reducing anti-depressants.
thora:
The only way men can perform in the porn industry is via Viagra. Or fluffers.
I don't know which is worse... unrequited love or love that could have been, but won't happen due to complicated underlying circumstances. I haven't been interested in anyone for a long time, and I met someone special a few months ago but we can't be together because of something very sad and stupid. I recently found out what that is (the hard way), and I...
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thora:
Yes, it is. I was a worker/owner there until I was fired last week.
Wow. I'm sorry to hear of your pain.
I've known way too many people left heartbroken by a good and healthy love smashed to the curb by oppressive fear.
I hope she has an epiphany.
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Wow. I'm sorry to hear of your pain.
I've known way too many people left heartbroken by a good and healthy love smashed to the curb by oppressive fear.
I hope she has an epiphany.
[Edited on Aug 12, 2004 2:35AM]
claudia:
Oh man. Thank you so much. Which Chomsky did you purchase for yourself?
GET WELL SOON