is it really worth it?
im sick of it all and i want to die... im not the type to be the suicidal cry baby attention wanting pussy, but i really need some help right now in the past 4 months my lafe has gone to hell in a hand basket, 1est off my when i was in phx 3 months or so ago my house got broken into, the only thing taken from my WHOLE HOUSE was my staero and my 5 disc dvd player in my room, it really pissed me off cuz we were only gone for the day and i still have no idea who its was, 2end Tuesday nov. 2end my dad was at city limits for metal head (the night he created 1 1/2 ago) and he was have a good time drunk as shit up on stage danceing with some girlfriends of his, one jumped oh him and he feel and busted his eye wide open and is takeing to the E.R., meanwhile i was being crushed to death in a pit by a 350 fat native american that doesnt know im under him as the pit feel backwards at the lamb of god show across town at The Rock, so i get the call about my dad i get over to ct limits and on a suspended license i speed over to umc where he gets 35 stiches then didnt leave till 430 am, 3erd i had pay $4 g's to get my license back after being suspend for 2 years, 4th my car gets hit sitting in my front yard between 230 am when i got home and 8am the morning my dad went to work, then i get fired from Zumiez, and now i think i may have lost my job djing at city limits also, then i got a ticket for one my of my high beams being out and the cops tells my my license is suspend again so jayson drives me to court i make sure i left my "sack" in the glove box well i FORGOT i had a pack of fags, it had 2 fags and a J from the night b4 and well yea the cop found it when he serched me and i got busted in COURT with a J in my cigg pack and how have my first possesion charge and now being 18 that wont fall of my record and i could go on and on but yea and on top of it all theres all these fake ass two faced promiss breaking whores that claim to care but could really careless if i died tomarrow so maybe im just being cry baby bitch or i dunno but i need someone, something but i dont want to put my problems on anyone but i dont need a girlfriend but everyone says i dont give anyone a chance , that im cold and closed i dunno i need help.......
im sick of it all and i want to die... im not the type to be the suicidal cry baby attention wanting pussy, but i really need some help right now in the past 4 months my lafe has gone to hell in a hand basket, 1est off my when i was in phx 3 months or so ago my house got broken into, the only thing taken from my WHOLE HOUSE was my staero and my 5 disc dvd player in my room, it really pissed me off cuz we were only gone for the day and i still have no idea who its was, 2end Tuesday nov. 2end my dad was at city limits for metal head (the night he created 1 1/2 ago) and he was have a good time drunk as shit up on stage danceing with some girlfriends of his, one jumped oh him and he feel and busted his eye wide open and is takeing to the E.R., meanwhile i was being crushed to death in a pit by a 350 fat native american that doesnt know im under him as the pit feel backwards at the lamb of god show across town at The Rock, so i get the call about my dad i get over to ct limits and on a suspended license i speed over to umc where he gets 35 stiches then didnt leave till 430 am, 3erd i had pay $4 g's to get my license back after being suspend for 2 years, 4th my car gets hit sitting in my front yard between 230 am when i got home and 8am the morning my dad went to work, then i get fired from Zumiez, and now i think i may have lost my job djing at city limits also, then i got a ticket for one my of my high beams being out and the cops tells my my license is suspend again so jayson drives me to court i make sure i left my "sack" in the glove box well i FORGOT i had a pack of fags, it had 2 fags and a J from the night b4 and well yea the cop found it when he serched me and i got busted in COURT with a J in my cigg pack and how have my first possesion charge and now being 18 that wont fall of my record and i could go on and on but yea and on top of it all theres all these fake ass two faced promiss breaking whores that claim to care but could really careless if i died tomarrow so maybe im just being cry baby bitch or i dunno but i need someone, something but i dont want to put my problems on anyone but i dont need a girlfriend but everyone says i dont give anyone a chance , that im cold and closed i dunno i need help.......
out on the table