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Sunday Jan 30, 2005

Jan 30, 2005
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so I went to tulsa today for a photoshoot and ended up doing some japanese rope bondage on an old creepy medical table, it was pretty bitchin' I've been in a weird mood the last few days, I'm just not in the right place. I'm just not content with my life at the moment, and though moving to portland will be a nice change, I feel my heart is in the wrong place. something or some one here calls to me and wants me in the same place. I wish I could see more clearly, I wish I knew what to do. If I could make myself happy, I know the steps that need be taken but at the price, I wonder. seems I can never get away long enough to enjoy myself, the things that tie me down. I wish I could talk to him and tell him how I feel but I know he would never understand, afterall as long as he's happy it's okay that I'm miserable. I hate this.



I love you all.
xoxo
Grace
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krazynotez1:
Well, i don't know if this will cheer you up too much, but I just approved you for the SGOK group. Make it out to rottenart 's art show on the 4th, and we will see about spicing up your life a bit.

Peace
Feb 1, 2005
baalirock:
You have been added. Looking forward to your first set, and I totally hope you use my woods slasher suggestion. smile
Feb 1, 2005

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