Loneliness sometimes gives me a quantity of creativeness - you're drinking another glass of wine and you're feeling even worse. Art doesn't work without pain; art also exists for compensating pain.
Well yup life is life.
As far as the last situation goes I did what I had to and things are as they are. they arnt as I d like them to be but it still could be worse.... which sadly somedays I almost hope for.
As far as work goes I guess its going great. Funny in my life the things I could careless about going well always go well with little to no effort put into them, the things I want to go well fail on epic scales lol.
Meh nothing I can do but keep breathing right?
Things to look forward to:
1. Kittie: London: Oct 20th
Side not on that..... HELLLLLL YESSSS
2. Big time snowboard trip in the works two weeks of boarding Austria and Switzerland
3. Buddy TJ is getting marries and I ll be making it home for that.
4.... Um shit
5. ... Um Shiza... just turned 23 is that a good thing.... not sure... am I where I wanted to be at this time in my life... umm.. kinda yes kinda no... only time will tell how it turns out.
6. Possibly paint ball this weekend
7. Normalicy is working its way back in to my life so some stablity may follow... but the boat could rock at any time.
8. Come with me if you want to live....
9. Some one ... an unknown pulled into the drive way,
10. I just wanted to make it to 10 lol seems optimistic
-Spider
Just stole this from Kracy's blog.....
Life Lessons
Being an adult can be fun when you are acting like a child.
Love has nothing to do with looks but everything to do with time, trust, and interest.
Laughing, crying, joy and anger All are a vital. All make us human.
The greatest truths in life are uncovered with simple, steady awareness.
Greed will bury even the lucky eventually.
Bad things do happen to good people.
Paving your own road is intelligent only if nobody has gone exactly where you are going.
Uncertainty is caused by a lack of knowledge. Hesitation is the product of fear.
Time heals all wounds regardless of how you feel right now.
Most of the time what you are looking for is right in front of you.
Your health is your life.
Chance is a gift, so act on chance when given the opportunity.
Kindness and hard work will take you further than intelligence.
People deserve a second chance, but not a third.
Marry your best friend.
Take lots of pictures. Someday you'll be really glad you did.
Money makes life easier only when the money is yours free and clear.
Carelessness is the root of failure
Your actions now create memories you will reminisce and talk about in your elder years.
Stepping outside of your comfort zone will put things into perspective from an angle you can't grasp now.
Motivation comes in short bursts. Act while it's hot.
Purposely ignoring the obvious is like walking backwards toward the enemy.
Taking ownership of failure builds the foundation for success.
First impressions are completely worthless 50% of the time.
Personal glory lasts forever.
If you never act, you will never know for sure.
Well yup life is life.
As far as the last situation goes I did what I had to and things are as they are. they arnt as I d like them to be but it still could be worse.... which sadly somedays I almost hope for.
As far as work goes I guess its going great. Funny in my life the things I could careless about going well always go well with little to no effort put into them, the things I want to go well fail on epic scales lol.
Meh nothing I can do but keep breathing right?
Things to look forward to:
1. Kittie: London: Oct 20th
Side not on that..... HELLLLLL YESSSS
2. Big time snowboard trip in the works two weeks of boarding Austria and Switzerland
3. Buddy TJ is getting marries and I ll be making it home for that.
4.... Um shit
5. ... Um Shiza... just turned 23 is that a good thing.... not sure... am I where I wanted to be at this time in my life... umm.. kinda yes kinda no... only time will tell how it turns out.
6. Possibly paint ball this weekend
7. Normalicy is working its way back in to my life so some stablity may follow... but the boat could rock at any time.
8. Come with me if you want to live....
9. Some one ... an unknown pulled into the drive way,
10. I just wanted to make it to 10 lol seems optimistic
-Spider
Just stole this from Kracy's blog.....
Life Lessons
Being an adult can be fun when you are acting like a child.
Love has nothing to do with looks but everything to do with time, trust, and interest.
Laughing, crying, joy and anger All are a vital. All make us human.
The greatest truths in life are uncovered with simple, steady awareness.
Greed will bury even the lucky eventually.
Bad things do happen to good people.
Paving your own road is intelligent only if nobody has gone exactly where you are going.
Uncertainty is caused by a lack of knowledge. Hesitation is the product of fear.
Time heals all wounds regardless of how you feel right now.
Most of the time what you are looking for is right in front of you.
Your health is your life.
Chance is a gift, so act on chance when given the opportunity.
Kindness and hard work will take you further than intelligence.
People deserve a second chance, but not a third.
Marry your best friend.
Take lots of pictures. Someday you'll be really glad you did.
Money makes life easier only when the money is yours free and clear.
Carelessness is the root of failure
Your actions now create memories you will reminisce and talk about in your elder years.
Stepping outside of your comfort zone will put things into perspective from an angle you can't grasp now.
Motivation comes in short bursts. Act while it's hot.
Purposely ignoring the obvious is like walking backwards toward the enemy.
Taking ownership of failure builds the foundation for success.
First impressions are completely worthless 50% of the time.
Personal glory lasts forever.
If you never act, you will never know for sure.
nexus:
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clem:
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