bloodspider

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ok I feel its time to update... there isnt really much to say. Time keeps passing along our age keeps incresing and we are all one step closer to the next step.

My site has been shut down for a while now... by me.. I just dont have the time nor motivation to fix it its a mess and I dont like that so I took it off line till I fix the mess. But like everythign else I want to do its just sitting there as I sit here in alreality doing nothing as well. I m either wasting my time studying for work... which absolutly sucks and lol if I fail I wont be shocked nor care... but deep down I probably do but at this point whatever. Or I m playing Xbox live for hours on end.

I did spend last night in Thetford Forest, from what I m told is one ofif not the most haunted forest in England..... pictures to follow.... whenever.

I have had a headache for days and I lost my keys the other day somewhere.... which hasnt helped anything ... for obvious reasons.

I need some good people up here and I m just not finding them... I had a good crew of friends in Italy despite how shitty it was down there those people made all the difference cause the only reason things are shitty up here are cause these people are making it that way and they are dragging me down with them slowly and I m not liking that. Mostly everyone I know up here drinks constantly ... no entirly diferent from italy but the minor differencs make all the difference.... there fairly responsible/professional drunks never really out of hand just everyone having a good time whether off base or on.... here everyone seems like they are in high school getting drunk for the first time. .. ok not everyone on there are about maybe 4 exceptions to the rule but over all its high school. They get drunk wayy to fast and way to hard for what heycan handel and get into trouble.

There I spent breaks maybe 3 hours away often. No one here wants to even go an hour away.

I know its expensive here but really branch the fuck out people.

I really need to stop whineing though cause I havnt done much to change it.

I dont think I care to though most of the people arnt worth it.

Plus side back up shoudl arrive shortly.

Second plus HOME.

Third..... yet to be relased publicly

Forth.... fucking england I love this country dispite everyone else I knwo hating it.

Fifth... dont knwo if I have a fifth

Sixth... should be come the fifth.. I m off base dont need to go on base.... slightly complicated now that my keys are astray but I have a rental and the key thing should be resolved no later then wednesday.

Seventh... I ve always been good at getting group events started I need to get off my but and get people going places.

Eighth.. people want to do these things jus need osmeone to kick their asses in to it

Ninth... I ... umm........ am only two hours if that driving from london i need to start just chilling out there.

Tenth.... I dont know why I m making a list lol

Ok rambling is still in me so that means I ve still have some motivation even if it is only to bitch in me NOW though the most pressing matter is I m hungry so this ends right... about... no... wait

TRANSFORMERS!!!!

Roll out and fucking yes I just dropped the f bomb the quarters in the post are insane but it will be some time till I can have the debt collected so

Roll out and see this movie like now I dont know why you bother reading this to begin with but you can start fixing your life by seeing this movie and stop wasting it by reading my rambling.

-Spider