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I miss my Jordan frown
i know it's really her loss and blah blah blah
deep down this shit still hurts though
i keep dreaming about her....

At least I get my buddy Jaxy back
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sienna:
thanks for the love on my set! smile
jaxy:
lol. ill see what i can do.
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So, I promised a decent blog soon....
I think we'll go with an honest blog, that might be nice
I'm not enjoying life so much right now surreal
I'm truly trying to keep my head up and remain a positive person, I really am
Just some days it's like FUCK! and lately those days outnumber the good days

Ok, enough of all that. Here's some random...
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mrsted_stryker:
LOL your mood and mine pretty much match. I am just blogging when I have that brief moment of insanity when I feel happy. whatever

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rdpixie:
To be truly honest, I have only been happy for the first time in my adult life since September. Even then its been a bit rocky but I'm getting there. I know things can be really shitty and sometimes ther isn't a way to make it better you just gotta ride it out. But try and look for the little thins that make you smile. *hugs*
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so, i'm going to try to write a decent blog...sometime
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liv:
hahaha
lillithvain:


I'm gonna leave you a decent comment when you write that decent blog. smile
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I got fuckin' jumped last night!
I was at a 'friends' birthday party. I passed out. Then i was woken up by this piece of shit punching me in the face. Then when i made it to my feet to smash his face he had 5 of his buddies right there in my face. Then my 'friend' didn't back me up, just told me i...
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_ghost:
yeah that is really unfair and fucked up. i really hate people sometimes.
fynx:
Ugggh - so not cool! Hope you're okay.
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pinnstripe:
thank you for the happy birthday!
gijoey:
Thanks bro, appreciate it smile
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shanni:
OMG thats so fucking cool!
kornalina:
happy to see u happy!!!!!

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jaxy:
theres quiet a few changes to my body from the pregancy. people that knew me before hand, can point them out without ever knowing about it. its scary. they arent all bad changes, just different is all.
jaxy:
thanks.
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Holy Crap!!!!
I am fuckin' bored
This is the only night i don't have to either work both jobs or have something i do weekly on that night.
Last night was basketball night with a bunch of the guys i went to school with. I did alot better last week than i did last night lol.

My ticket to Disturbed, Killswitch Engage, Chiamara, Lacuna Coil,...
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rexx:
thanks! sweet digs you purchased. manson and slayer touring together this summer. FUCK YES!
sushii:
Haha! Those seat covers are super cool!!!

Thanks for the compliment!! smile
And I love to give my animals strange names, like my cat's name is Buta-Neko which translates to pig-cat. tongue
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I"m working later today. I was supposed to work this morning. They called me right before i was getting in the shower to tell me they need to change my shift for today mad So i'm wide awake....for absolutely nothing


I have a new video of me fucking with my dad. I snuck up on him and startled him. He's an old army ranger so he's...
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lillithvain:
thank you!
marysa:
hehe blush blush
kiss
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I"m working later today. I was supposed to work this morning. They called me right before i was getting in the shower to tell me they need to change my shift for today mad So i'm wide awake....for absolutely nothing


I have a new video of me fucking with my dad. I snuck up on him and startled him. He's an old army ranger so he's...
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shanni:
hey how are you?
-Shani
shanni:
thank you so0o0o much <3

im pretty good, just tired and bored yet im fighting sleep and i dont know what to do with myself