well, the girlfriend gets to come home this friday. looks like we're going to be together after all, but things have a potential to become complicated. i love this girl, i really do, but i'm nervous as fuck. i've never allowed anyone but her to have the power over me that she's always had. i'm really trying to take this slow, but i hate that. i seriously want to spend the rest of my life with this girl. i've known that for over 2 years now. my mind is just going a thousand different directions right now and its making it impossible to sleep. i have to work in the morning and i have to sleep, but i can't. i laid in bed for a fucking hour already. so right now i'm making a random mix of soothing shit to listen to while i try again. so please keep her and i in your prayers. don't let me lose my mind lol...
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oriagain:
Hey Brother, I hear what you're saying. I know you're nervous and scared. But keep in mind, if you wait until you're ready, you'll never get there. It's like swimming, you won't know how until you get in the pool. If you remember, I 've been in your situation for a while. i finally decided to do it. I asked my girl to marry me and we're getting married in November. If you know for sure, there's no reason why not.
dahliadahlhaus:
hi! thanks for the comment. 
i love your yahoo and hotmail screen names. awesome. lol.
i love your yahoo and hotmail screen names. awesome. lol.