bloodhigh

Hey everyone...
I know I've been gone for a while, and i'm sorry about all that.
I've been trying to figure some things out and to be honest I'm having a really hard time with it still.
I didn't mean to ignore any of you on purpose
I truly want to thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday earlier this month. I really can't explain how much better it made my world to see all the happy messages from everyone. I'm sure that sounds odd, but i really needed it.
I hope to give a proper update soon. I honestly just don't know where I am right now. I don't have anything positive to really talk about ya know?
Some old friends are back and some of my favorite girls have new sets up, so that's always good times. Sorry there isn't more to this blog.
I want to close for now with the intro to Shinedown's 2nd album "us or them", because parts of it just....fit

"Dream"

Whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys
Lay there on the ground, and turn the dirt into your joy
From what I see and what I know, it's all been boring lately
So I suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe
Time your riddles right, and make a point that has no sense
Make sure that you're smiling, and the money's been well spent
Innocence and ignorance, it all goes hand in hand
I'm not sure that I'm right, but I hope you'll understand
I hope that you're still searching for the start that has no end
And all the plastic people have now become your friends
Before you start to drift and your SOUL BEGINS TO SCREAM
I just wanted to tell you that you're listening to a dream