bloodhigh

So, the last two weeks of my life have been hell
There has been loads drama and chaos

my grandfather died unexpectedly
then girlfriend tells me we have to adopt her aunts babies to keep her from aborting them
then girlfriend gets in huge fight with family
then fight turns into fight with aunt
girlfriend has so much pressure she just wants to leave everything including me, but thankfully i cut that off, her and i are still together at least
so now i'm told we won't be getting the kids and i'm not sure why
with her family there is no telling, by this time next week we may be getting them again who knows

so i've had to juggle my family being upset about grandpa, my girlfriend making a huge decision, then having it thrown in her face and trying to keep her from losing it. so yeah, i've only drank one night this week and that in itself is by the grace of God.

i guess it could be worse and at the end of the day i still have my Queen so that's really all that matters at this point

i want to thank everyone for their kind words and wishes in the last blog, who knows, we may get the kids and we may not