Fake ass people drive me fucking crazy
i work at a juvenile center and it is the most corrupt place i've ever seen
they have a sign when you walk in with this quote on it that talks about in a 100 years it won't matter what kind of car you drove or how much money you had in the bank but what will matter is what you did to make a difference in the life of a child
yet they turn around and tell you that if you talk to one of those kids too often thats bad
just 5 or 6 minutes, maybe twice a week, no more than 3
how much of a difference in your life can i make in 18 minutes a week?
then if you go over your little unwritten limit they want to accuse you of fucking the kid
i was actually told recently that i shouldn't sympathize with the kids, i shouldn't give a shit about their problems. i'm hired muscle that is supposed to smash them when they step out of line and nothing more.
i've also been told that doing the right thing is never doing the right thing
This place makes me fucking sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Every time i even talk about leaving i end up making one of them cry
i don't want to just leave, they feel abandoned every time that happens
i don't want to leave them, i just hate the people i work with, but i hate their tears more
i'm not cut out for this line or work, i can't be cold, i can't hide from the kids that really want to talk out of fear of being accused of doing something i'm not
What the fuck do i do?
i work at a juvenile center and it is the most corrupt place i've ever seen
they have a sign when you walk in with this quote on it that talks about in a 100 years it won't matter what kind of car you drove or how much money you had in the bank but what will matter is what you did to make a difference in the life of a child
yet they turn around and tell you that if you talk to one of those kids too often thats bad
just 5 or 6 minutes, maybe twice a week, no more than 3
how much of a difference in your life can i make in 18 minutes a week?
then if you go over your little unwritten limit they want to accuse you of fucking the kid
i was actually told recently that i shouldn't sympathize with the kids, i shouldn't give a shit about their problems. i'm hired muscle that is supposed to smash them when they step out of line and nothing more.
i've also been told that doing the right thing is never doing the right thing
This place makes me fucking sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Every time i even talk about leaving i end up making one of them cry
i don't want to just leave, they feel abandoned every time that happens
i don't want to leave them, i just hate the people i work with, but i hate their tears more
i'm not cut out for this line or work, i can't be cold, i can't hide from the kids that really want to talk out of fear of being accused of doing something i'm not
What the fuck do i do?
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queen_reality:
that's one hardcore situation to be on. but one must follow rules of a job even if they don't make sense. I know it's sad to think about it that way because these are people's feelings we're talking about but i don't think there is much you can do
lusteye:
i hope i get better too.. 
stupid tissues.. haha
stupid tissues.. haha