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DISCLAIMER TO THE FOLLOWING BLOG!!!!!
Im going to be nice and warn everyone
Im about to do some venting, bitching, whinning whatever you wanna call it
So if you don't care i understand, but typing it all out sure beats crying

Just when I thought things were starting to look up from the slump i was having last week
the shit got a whole lot fuckin' worse
I wake up today after getting not near enough sleep
with the wonderful realization i have to work shifts at both jobs today
that in itself is always fantastic
so as im walking out of my room for a glass of water my room mate says she's moving out
then i realize, her name isn't on the lease, so im stuck with an appartment i can't afford
then i began to look around and realize that i own one piece of furniture
we got rid of mine when she moved in cause hers was better!!!!
which was a fantastic fuckin idea let me tell you
then she tells me she's moving out to live with a friend of hers so she won't have to pay any rent

so i ask her what she's going to be doing with all the furniture
all of her furniture was given to her, she paid not a penny for any of it
she says she's putting it in storage
i ask her if she'd at least do me this one favor and allow me to continue using it until she had her own place again
well she'd rather see it sit in storage
so she knows she's fucking me over financially, i show her that, litterally draw it out for her dollar for dollar
she still would rather not let me borrow any of it, cause something might happen to it
the entire time she's lived here, the only things ever broken were mine, and they were all broken by her quests
my friends don't act like that, they respect peoples shit
plus i offered to pay for anything that could possibly be damaged

so now i have to find a room mate
everyone of my friends is either married or they have their own one bedroom places with their own leases to worry about
so i'm totally fucked, all my savings will be gone within a month

plus i get to wake up tomorrow and work shifts at both jobs again!!!!!!

sorry to anyone who read all of that