Friday Dec 22, 2006

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FUCK IM SO CONFLICTED RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid shit is eating my brain like zombies in a bad 80's horror film. im letting doubt and small bits of confusion snowball into things that should be nothing more than unneccessary thoughts runnning through ones mind. the shit is driving me nuckin' futs

"why is the rum always gone...*burp*... oh yeah, thats why"
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issay:
I love drunkn rage on a key board it always makes me feel better
cocoabutter:
I think your name is HARDCORE!

Thursday Dec 21, 2006

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well i fucked up royally today it seems. i have to be at work in a little over an hour. several hours ago i restarted the dryer in my apt to make sure my uniforms were nice and dry ready to be worn. i go just a second ago to retreive said uniforms and they are nowhere to be found. i look here, i look...
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suckad:
That sucks dude. Have fun freezing!

Wednesday Dec 20, 2006

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so does anyone read any of my stuff?

chains
by bloodhigh

Bound by the pressure you put on
A prisoner of my own fucking life
Shackled down, I can't get up
I bounce around my padded room

Chains of misery
Chains of pain
Confined to cell that is my brain
Chains of sorrow
Chains of rage
Bind me here inside this cage

Strapped to chair...
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bloodhigh:
Well when i asked if anyone was reading, it wasn't a cry for help or anything, its just that every now and then i get a comment on what i write, then sometimes there is nothing, so i wasn't sure if i was wasting my time posting this stuff or not.

as far as it being sad, well life can be that way at times

im not an emo kid crying for help, all of my writing has been an expression of how i felt at that moment, all of them with a thousand different influences. sadly none of them are current though, i haven't written in a long time, no inspiration sadly
evldedgrl:
i think that a lot of people have lost interest in this entire alt-porn site, therefore its not as personable as it used to be no one really comments to anything anymore. i feel ya.

Tuesday Dec 19, 2006

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All this Freddy Krueger talk today i thought i would bring my freddy song i wrote a while back

bastard son of a 100 maniacs
by bloodhigh

Children crying, afraid of night
Praying for the morning light
Holding on, can't go to sleep
For certain death that they will reap

Bloody glove with green and red
Fedora hat atop burnt head
Run down house one,...
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onie:
hey.. thanks a lot!!! kiss

Monday Dec 18, 2006

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Kingdom of Corpses
by bloodhigh

A Kingdom of Corpses
Growing by the day
A Kingdom of Corpses
Compliance leading the way
Making Zombies of the masses
Building your Kingdom of Corpses

Shallow, hollow, mindless creatures
Puppets of conformity
Falling into your fascist fad
No Individuality

A Kingdom of Corpses
Growing by the day
A Kingdom of Corpses
Compliance leading the way
Making Zombies of the...
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Wednesday Dec 13, 2006

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Shadows
by Bloodhigh

A sunny day there cannot be
They cast themselves to torture me
Throwing at me my every sin
Wake up great, then they begin

Shadows of jealousy, hatred, distrust
Shadows of rage, pain, and of lust
My shadows always right behind
Never to damn hard to find
Casting darkness all around
Destroying everything I have found

The brighter the light, the darker...
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Monday Dec 11, 2006

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Yearning

Sitting alone in the corner of my room
Contemplating my own impending doom
Rocking back and forth with blood and tears
Dwelling on those painful years

Yearning for an escape turning to it again
Yearning for a release in you my little friend
Feasting on anguish, on pain, and one hate
Wandering about this broken, stricken state

I need your warmth to steady my...
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Sunday Dec 10, 2006

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Asylum of Sorrow
by bloodhigh

Enter a place not meant for the well
Beaten, tournmented by minions from hell
Where brutal screams echo in these halls
Stumbling about the blood-covered walls

The rage, the hate, the hurt, the pain
The uncertainty, the fear, the shame
The unnamed feelings that rape your mind
That break your spirit, leave you blind
For you there will not be...
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phoenix:
I don't write all that often, but I sometimes go through spurts where I write lots. I really wish I could write song lyrics but they always turn out cheesy!

Saturday Dec 09, 2006

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Inner Me
by bloodhigh

searching for something to make it right
a reason to make it through the night
an icon of hope for a wandering soul
a beacon of light to make it whole

gotta get back to the inner me
gotta redefine who i wanna be
let go of all that i have lost
no matter what it may cost

looking for my...
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perdita:
thanks for commenting on my set!
waikiki:
RESPECT FOR THE POEM DUDE!!!!

Friday Dec 08, 2006

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Comforting Me
by bloodhigh

You cut my throat then you comfort me
Comforting me while I die.
Comforting me all the while,
Telling me its ok to cry

So apologetic you have become
But all you do can't be undone
Left your mark on history
By yourself you've broken me

You cut my throat then you comfort me
Comforting me while I die.
Comforting me...
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ajilee:
Heya boy! Thanks for the comment on my set! I really aprreciate when people actually take time to say their opinion.

Hehe, so thanks!

Thursday Dec 07, 2006

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well from time to time people read these so here is another one

It will end in tears
by bloodhigh

It made me happy, it made me whole
A voice that soothed now kills the soul
Your lack of truth, lack of loyality
Fucking pushes me to insanity

Only one truth here to be found
Life is pain then its the ground
Just know that...
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neyrissa:
Thank you so much for taking the time out to type a comment for my set, I appreciate it so much! Thanks!
psychosis:
hello fello okie! smile

Tuesday Dec 05, 2006

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dunno if anyone is reading any of these but fuck it...

falling again
by bloodhigh

Falling back to this again
Falling deeper and deeper again
Always back in the end
Falling deeper and deeper again

In my weakness I turn to you
Come back like i always do
When I've lost all i could gain
Your warmth will take away the pain
That gives me...
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aet:
wow, thats really powerful.

well done smile
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