Life sucks right now. I don't know, my parents are downstairs, fighting. Ok, fighting is not the correct word, but my vocabulary also sucks. They should get divorced, kinda strange, hu? a son telling parents that they should get divorced, but I really want to see them happy, and it's not what happens in this house. Well, they don't sleep in the same bedroom for years, I remember saying that to my friends when I was younger, and my mom telling me: "you can't say this to everybody, you know, it's not a common thing".
Or maybe they like each other, but my father is too tough or something and don't show his feelings, and I guess i'm like that too, I can't express how I feel to my friends, I play the funny guy, but never works.
I think I'm sad b/c i realized everything they wanted in their lives went wrong. My mom works at an office, sometimes, she goes at 8:00 AM and come back home at midnight, you can't even pay for electricity with her paycheck. My father works at a small grocery store downtown, a very poor place. They used to sell drugs in front of the store, in fact, it's kinda funny b/c now they're all in jail and my dad has no one to sell beer for. So, he's not openning it on saturday afternoons.
He is the typical family guy. "What my family will think" is much more important then "What's better for my wife and kids".
And that's gonna be the same with me. I'm 21. Useless, quit college, school, the money I make is not enough, impossible living by miself, can't pay for rent, food, nothing.
I'm "no future" today, going to sleep, maybe in my dreams, i'm in a better place.
Dan
Or maybe they like each other, but my father is too tough or something and don't show his feelings, and I guess i'm like that too, I can't express how I feel to my friends, I play the funny guy, but never works.
I think I'm sad b/c i realized everything they wanted in their lives went wrong. My mom works at an office, sometimes, she goes at 8:00 AM and come back home at midnight, you can't even pay for electricity with her paycheck. My father works at a small grocery store downtown, a very poor place. They used to sell drugs in front of the store, in fact, it's kinda funny b/c now they're all in jail and my dad has no one to sell beer for. So, he's not openning it on saturday afternoons.
He is the typical family guy. "What my family will think" is much more important then "What's better for my wife and kids".
And that's gonna be the same with me. I'm 21. Useless, quit college, school, the money I make is not enough, impossible living by miself, can't pay for rent, food, nothing.
I'm "no future" today, going to sleep, maybe in my dreams, i'm in a better place.
Dan
I initially came to tell you that your username rocks...but now I say: I know the feeling....and your name rocks.
Thank's for the comment, and, by the way, you're sign rocks.