yay Saturday!!
Picked up my girl last night, been keeping my sister's youngest all day too, so it's kiddie central around here.
My parents asked me if I wanted to drive one of their classic cars this morning in some damn parade.... 67 GTO convertible? Hell yes! 67 Firebird convertible - absofrigginlutely! 67 lemans convert...umm...well..ok?
Damn them with their bait and switch...promise the muscle car...hand...
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Picked up my girl last night, been keeping my sister's youngest all day too, so it's kiddie central around here.
My parents asked me if I wanted to drive one of their classic cars this morning in some damn parade.... 67 GTO convertible? Hell yes! 67 Firebird convertible - absofrigginlutely! 67 lemans convert...umm...well..ok?
Damn them with their bait and switch...promise the muscle car...hand...
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2 kids = kids central? No no no my friend. I will be in kids central in about an hour when I have my daughters bday party at the park thats up the street from my house. Craziness will ensue. I promise.
I hate feeling lonely.
Had one of those crappy nights when I just needed someone here....but there was noone to be found.
Blah
Owell, today shall be better! I pick up my angel baby after work, and my sister is dropping off her 3-year-old. I can't wait!
I'm ready for this month to be over. I've saved back a little money (if I can hold...
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Had one of those crappy nights when I just needed someone here....but there was noone to be found.
Blah
Owell, today shall be better! I pick up my angel baby after work, and my sister is dropping off her 3-year-old. I can't wait!
I'm ready for this month to be over. I've saved back a little money (if I can hold...
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I too had a lonely crappy night. The ex and his gf had their baby Wednesday night and it just reminded me how alone I am right now. Granted my kids have been here everyday this week pretty much, but the adult companionship.
Heres my countdown. 49 more days.
Heres my countdown. 49 more days.

It's Christmas in May!
I splurged, spent a little on myself, and the goodies have started coming in.
Mitch, All Together - CD & DVD was on my doorstep today!
Expecting my Converse to arrive tomorrow.
Sometime later this week my trunkmonkey t-shirt!
Like one of my exes used to say..."simple minds, simple pleasures". It don't take much to make me happy. New shoes, new...
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I splurged, spent a little on myself, and the goodies have started coming in.
Mitch, All Together - CD & DVD was on my doorstep today!
Expecting my Converse to arrive tomorrow.
Sometime later this week my trunkmonkey t-shirt!
Like one of my exes used to say..."simple minds, simple pleasures". It don't take much to make me happy. New shoes, new...
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user304975207:
I know who he is
Ive seen parts of it before...but never really watched the whole thing. Maybe Ill rent it or something.
I was really married about 2 years ago. To the wrong wrong wrong wrong (did I say wrong) person. Im positive this time around will be better.

I was really married about 2 years ago. To the wrong wrong wrong wrong (did I say wrong) person. Im positive this time around will be better.
user304975207:
Im really freakin hoping so. Seriously.
what day it is? what TIME is it? ooh...early still.
Good weekend so far and it's barely even Sunday yet.
Spent the morning part of yesterday working on my sister's house - getting it all prettified to sell. She's getting married, and is ditching most of her stuff. That means I get to replace most of the crap the ex felt was her right to...
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Good weekend so far and it's barely even Sunday yet.
Spent the morning part of yesterday working on my sister's house - getting it all prettified to sell. She's getting married, and is ditching most of her stuff. That means I get to replace most of the crap the ex felt was her right to...
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user304975207:
We are so playing house when hes here. This is how adorable he is....hes making a ring out of a zip tie for himself. Hehehe.
51 more days. Cant get here fast enough.
51 more days. Cant get here fast enough.
user304975207:
Yes I am. He did however, tell me that he was still going to do it right (propose to me).
Still feeling good and happy and all - woohoo!!
Had to go to graduation for work tonight. Makes me REALLY want to go back to school and get my masters...
can't see being able to afford it but DAMN I can DO it.
Open memo to Clear Channel Radio:
YOU SUCK! You own every damn station and play the same crap on ALL of them....
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Had to go to graduation for work tonight. Makes me REALLY want to go back to school and get my masters...
can't see being able to afford it but DAMN I can DO it.
Open memo to Clear Channel Radio:
YOU SUCK! You own every damn station and play the same crap on ALL of them....
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I hadnt noticed that, thanks for pointing it out. Hehehe.
Im in a much better mood than I was earlier, especially since the ticket is bought. This means hes coming for sure. Just wish it was tomorrow.
Im in a much better mood than I was earlier, especially since the ticket is bought. This means hes coming for sure. Just wish it was tomorrow.
Hot damn. I woke up yesterday feeling good. I can honestly say that the last two days I have felt more human, normal and just all-over good than I have for a very long time.
Why? I don't know, but I welcome it. Maybe I'm rounding the bend towards recovery? One can hope
Rebel, I have a hard time sleeping most nights, something about that...
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Why? I don't know, but I welcome it. Maybe I'm rounding the bend towards recovery? One can hope

Rebel, I have a hard time sleeping most nights, something about that...
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user304975207:
56 more days. 56 more long long days. God....
My mom happened to lend me the original "House on Haunted Hill" with Vincent Price. Thats black and white, Ill probably watch it tomorrow.
Ive been meaning to check out MH. The bf thought he was hilarious. Have you ever listened to Dane Cook? If not, please do. Its frickin awesome.
I hate going to bed alone at night. I have a green teddy bear I got from the build a bear store that I named Pat McNugget (after the bf) that I sleep with every night. And I go to bed at like 9pm but Im on the phone with Drummerboy till like 11:30-midnight and then Im like seconds from passing out.
Ive been having a real hard time with my daughters lately. They are on a not listening kick and its seriously wearing at my nerves. They constantly wreck their room at night and when I try to talk to the ex and his gf about it (cause the kids live there too) its like my kids are perfect there but hellions here. And that just upsets me more.
Im not looking for pity (although I feel like Im having a pity party right now) but fucking come on. I have my kids like 75% of the time now with no help. 2 girls. 4 1/2 and 3. And his gf is pregnant and literally going to have their baby any day now so IM having to rearrange my life because of that.
sorry for the rant. Its just making me crazy.
My mom happened to lend me the original "House on Haunted Hill" with Vincent Price. Thats black and white, Ill probably watch it tomorrow.
Ive been meaning to check out MH. The bf thought he was hilarious. Have you ever listened to Dane Cook? If not, please do. Its frickin awesome.
I hate going to bed alone at night. I have a green teddy bear I got from the build a bear store that I named Pat McNugget (after the bf) that I sleep with every night. And I go to bed at like 9pm but Im on the phone with Drummerboy till like 11:30-midnight and then Im like seconds from passing out.
Ive been having a real hard time with my daughters lately. They are on a not listening kick and its seriously wearing at my nerves. They constantly wreck their room at night and when I try to talk to the ex and his gf about it (cause the kids live there too) its like my kids are perfect there but hellions here. And that just upsets me more.
Im not looking for pity (although I feel like Im having a pity party right now) but fucking come on. I have my kids like 75% of the time now with no help. 2 girls. 4 1/2 and 3. And his gf is pregnant and literally going to have their baby any day now so IM having to rearrange my life because of that.
sorry for the rant. Its just making me crazy.
user304975207:
I think I need to borrow "Horse Feathers" from my dad this weekend. Its a Marx Bros. movie. Which I grew up watching.
Of course, watching that will make me wish I was a kid again with no worries.
Of course, watching that will make me wish I was a kid again with no worries.
I am a very tired person.
Stayed up way too late, sleepover friend ended up snoring loudly...I slept barely a wink.
I am going to go be a vegetable on the couch for the evening.
Ha
What's better than a monkey? A trunk monkey
awesome
Stayed up way too late, sleepover friend ended up snoring loudly...I slept barely a wink.
I am going to go be a vegetable on the couch for the evening.
Ha
What's better than a monkey? A trunk monkey
awesome
user304975207:
Oooooo a sleepover friend. I find that the nights that the kids are here, I barely sleep. Cause they dont let me. 

user304975207:
The only reason Im staying at my job until then is so I can save money for when Drummerboy is here. Otherwise, Id leave in a heartbeat. I hate this job.
Had to take my babyGrace back to her mother (boo hiss).
It was a good weekend tho - she was an agnel. Ate well, acted sweet...was VERY generous with the hugs and kisses.
Like Forrest Gump says:
"that's all I'm gonna say about that"
I'm alive, sane, somewhat healthy.
I'm also hungry.
Overall I had a damn fine weekend and I'm headed into the week...
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It was a good weekend tho - she was an agnel. Ate well, acted sweet...was VERY generous with the hugs and kisses.
Like Forrest Gump says:
"that's all I'm gonna say about that"
I'm alive, sane, somewhat healthy.
I'm also hungry.
Overall I had a damn fine weekend and I'm headed into the week...
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Picked my daughter up today after work. She's getting better about staying awake during the ride homw. So not only did she NOT fall asleep in the car, she stayed up a couple of hours after we got home too. She fell asleep laying on my chest (yes, this is where you go "awwwww") So I feel like I got some good time tinight (considering...
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user304975207:
Bowlers are rad.
My bf wears a hat all the time, but its a ball cap.
Glad you got some time with your daughter. Mine are both slowly driving me crazy today. They have selective hearing. Really.
My bf wears a hat all the time, but its a ball cap.
Glad you got some time with your daughter. Mine are both slowly driving me crazy today. They have selective hearing. Really.
Well here I am again. Let me just say WELCOME BACK FAMILY GUY!! WOOHOO!! It was great to see it back on last night. But...umm...Seth....ditch the American Dad drek - total crappage.
I picked up a new book today, felt the urge to read some old-school stuff and grabbed "On The Road" by Kerouac. I knew it was a good choice with the opening lines:...
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I picked up a new book today, felt the urge to read some old-school stuff and grabbed "On The Road" by Kerouac. I knew it was a good choice with the opening lines:...
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user304975207:
HAhahah...you're talking about MEEEEEEEEE!