blindside

I lost a student today.
Student at the last school I worked for, he worked for me.
22 years old, and dead in a car accident. Thrown from the car. I'm sure the scene will be plastered all over by the vultures - I mean the local news tonight, and the paper in the morning.
Smart kid. Funny, sarcastic, laid back. He very much reminded me of me.

I will spare you, and myself the rant that has been building in me since I got the phone call...the rant against this so called loving and caring deity....

It's a fucked-up wold we live in.
I want to drink, mourn and mope.