blindside

I hate feeling lonely.
Had one of those crappy nights when I just needed someone here....but there was noone to be found.
Blah

Owell, today shall be better! I pick up my angel baby after work, and my sister is dropping off her 3-year-old. I can't wait!

I'm ready for this month to be over. I've saved back a little money (if I can hold onto it through the rest of the month without any money emergencies) and will use it next month to make the FINAL payment on my house!! Hoo fuckin RA!
Yes, no more house note!!!!
I'll immediately turn around and replace it with a car note, but life is meant to be lived in debt, right?

I wish I had a countdown