blindside

yeah, why not. I need to eat something for breakfast.

What you dont know is that 15 minutes later I was outside crying about how mean people are and how I hate that Pat isnt here.

You have no idea how happy it makes me that someone else thinks those things are funny. Most people just roll their eyes when I show them. My favorite is this one. And yes, T-rex arms are inherently funny. I always say I have T-Rex arms because no matter how skinny I am I will never have long willowy arms. Well they seem short to me because I have really long legs.

OK, it wasn't the Jimmy Eat World one I was thinking of, it was Less Than Jake - The Science of Selling Yourself Short (though that one fits sometimes too, so it should be on the soundtrack).

Here's some of the science...

I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,

[Chorus:]
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy


I would post lyrics to Legend of a Cowgirl but it's one of those songs you should really just hear. I'm sure it will be on the Christmas CD. And you'll be on the list.

And yes, if I'm ever acting all crazy, you are supposed to ask me if I've taken my 5-HTP. You didn't know there'd be homework on my friend's list did you?

It's on their album Anthem, though I haven't heard the whole thing.

And no, you won't ruin my Christmas. You are starting to work your way up to the first tier of friends who will be getting something waaaaay better than CDs.

Now I want whatever you might be getting to make my weekend good. It sounds fun.

Sorry Post Secret got to you. I'm a little bit detached when looking at those. If I'm not, yeah, it would shred my heart too. When I read that I so wanted to be there to comfort you.

I don't know if I'll be able to call anyone in the near future. I can't find my kneepads so I can't go rollerblading. This makes me cranky.

No see, I may not be able to call for other reasons.

As an alternative to talking to you on the phone, I would have loved to get out and rollerblade, but the kneepads were missing. I found them now.

I still want to call though.

What's the "one little thing?" I won't tell a soul, I swear.

4 syllables this time.

What I said in the journal is the reason they gave us. They said theres no place for that kind of group (or something close to that).

I know I know.

So, Ill leave you with this for now. I know you'll ask questions and depending....I will answer.
His gf told me today (yes TOLD me) that when I go back to work, if shes going to watch the kids (at the house where they live together and my kids ALSO live) then I need to start paying her.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand...GO!

I was totally kidding, but Ive done enough bad there that according to the hardcore bible beaters, thats where Id be going.

And, damn you.

you ok?

my thoughts on the afterlife are confusing. i still don't really know what i believe. i know that there has to be a good place ..but does hell really exsist? can you really never escape it?
i just figure if god wants us to forgive everyone, doesn't he forgive us for all that silly stuff. plus, i can't imagine going to hell cause i have a foul mouth or get angry sometimes. lust is a 'deadly sin'...i mean..seriously?

*hugs*

i do .... and () a lot as well. it's hard to break a habit.

as for phantom baby noises, YES, when rowan leaves i hear her for a couple days afterwards. it's hard.

That print is fucking bad ass, i am currently bidding on a cinderelaa shirt with a confederate flag on it.

I get the phantom noise thing too. Sad that she is gone?

My first car was a '59 galaxy failane 500. Pink and white. What pontiac do you have? 400 makes me wet........what does it go in? A bird?

Did you see cochroaches when you were here? They are more of a Hawaii thing than geckos.

Cause I reformatted my puter and its gone and I dont wanna D/L it again. I have MSN and AIM though.

Have no idea.

What now?

aww hate to hear your little miss is leaving. but it's good you guy enjoyed the month!

for some reason when i say the first thing you put in your journal all i could think about was
'f.u.c.k'= for unlawful carnal knowledge

yep true story...or so i was told.

I see, that should be nice, well good luck!

Egh. I miss humping.

lol!

Humping is a myth!