blessed_opressed

Okay.
I find myself stepping back and looking upon the life that I'm leading.
I hate my work.
But,
I love it as well.

It's time for another job.
I'm working on the resume.
It hurts though.
Knowing I've been where I am for almost 2 years.
But,
I'm not getting anywhere there.
And,
My manager knows that.
So,
I'm just going to wait for this new guy to get hired,
And,
Leave then.

On to better things.
My anny with my boyfriend, Marcus, is only in three days.
Going on four years now.
He's seen me through the good,
But,
Also the bad.
And,
I love him so much for sticking with me through everything.
I think he deseves better.
But,
He chose me after all.

I think he's helped me grow in so many ways.
Helped me strive to lose the weight that I wanted to.
And,
Helped me grow emotionally.

And,
I think him for that.
He's my best friend.
And,
I wouldn't have it any other way.

I have to go now.
Just know that I'm not sick anymore.
And,
That I'm thinking of a certain hopeful in particular.
I hope your day is much better today darling.
Keep what I said to heart.


Have a wonderful day.
Xo.