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Ugg.

What a day. Stress ful. I am sick of being everybodies everything...

I know that I am partially resposible for that. I let myself be that sometimes, but right now I just feel like I do so much for other people. I got my friend a job...now he wants a place to crash...which was fine with the girl, but now she feels that that is not a good thing, and puts me in an awkward position. I even had a plac elined up...That went away when she ok'd for him to stay for a couple of weeks...And then he's coming out here with no money for a depsosit. I live paycheck to paycheck and he is coming out here knowing that. Yurg!

I feel tired really tired. I need to go on my health plan again, but I already feel so depleted and that makes it so much harder to stick to it...I am sinking and I really am starting to feel the water close in around my head. All of this was supposed to make things better. Not worse.