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Thank you everyone that shared your charts with me. It was interesting to see that alot of you rated just as low as me in 'romance'. Nice to see im not alone.

Speaking of romance. Id like to touch on the subject of love and romance if I could.

Now, alot of you can relate to troubles with love and relationships as well. I just want to share some personal things about my lovelife. Or actually lack of one.
I have been in alot of relationships and not one of them worked out. I know that is just growing up and experience. I had some good times. As I grow older though my love life seems to go further
down the hole. I can honestly say I have never been in love. The closest I have been is with this girl i was with named Beth that I met before I joined the millitary.

I met Beth in a gas station that I normally dont even go to. I found out she lived right ny me and was new to the city. We were the same age, we both loved horror movies, she was into alot of the same bands, she
loved to go thrift store shopping, she was a totally independent woman who didnt care what others thought about how she dressed or how she behaved, and yet she was so full of style at the same time. She was confident and loving and so down to earth.
Not afraid to be herself and not afraid to show her faults. She wanted me to open a record shop with her and not join the millitary. I didnt listen though. I joined the millitary and later found out in a phone call that she was living with a firefighter and had a baby.
I regret the fact that I didnt stay with her. Yet, alot of me is glad for the choice I made. I am a much better person than I was then. I matured so much more and probably needed the time I have spent in the millitary for that.

Yet.....something haunts me. Just how much have I changed? What has been done to me??? What have I done to myself?????

Pixies- Where Is My Mind?
With you feet in the air
and your head by the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse,
and there's nothing in it
and you'll ask yourself:

Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?

Way out,
in the water see it swimmin'

I was swimmin' in the Caribean
Animals were hiding behind a stick
Exept the little fish,
when they told me east is west
trying to talk to me to me
koy-koy

Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?

Way out,
in the water see it swimmin'

With your feet in the air
and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your face will collapse
and there's nothing in it
and you'll ask yourself:

Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?
Where is my mind?

Way out,
in the water see it swimmin'

With your feet in the air
and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah