Hating Every Minute
by Alkaline Trio
"Sit down and please make yourself comfortable
I might need some time to dance around what I need to say
I love you to death
I think I need a break
I spend my days worrying out loud
I get in my head, I choke it back down
It hurts me inside to save you inside
So close my lips tight
Move eyes to the side
This is the way we disappear
It's easy if you burn out like a star
This is the way we disappear
It's easy like a 50-foot fall
I'm waiting for whatever bit of time
To admit these words that
That Im planning in my mind
Im hating every minute that I dont speak aloud
Like when you lay it down
You lay it down
You lay it down
Relax on this bed of nails
On this plastic sheet
Your blood leaves a trail
Right back to me
A problem you see
Will you please allow a moment to think
This is the way we disappear
It's easy if you burn out like a star
This is the way we disappear
It's easy like a 50-foot fall
I'm waiting for whatever bit of time
To admit these words that
That Im planning in my mind
Im hating every minute that I dont speak aloud
Like when you lay it down
You lay it down
You lay it down"
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Health food craze going on! I noticed in alot of peoples journals that they are going on all these health kicks. Im happy for them and I hope things work out with that. Meanwhile I am about to go pick up some healthy beer and greasy pizza.
I am in a good mood today. Not just the usual alright mood im in or even the usual depressed mood. I am in a 'Smile on my face and I have no freaking clue why' mood. Hmm.......???
Its not good to live in the past yet, I have alot of fond memories that keep slipping in. I miss all fun I used to have in the States. Little things like thrift shops, cheap all you can eat chinese, and coffee shops.
Soon.....Soon.
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Today's trip down memory lane includes:
Get Up Kids- Four Minute Mile
I love this album and if you never heard it before I highly recommend it!
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Grosse Point Blank
This movie is one of the best films ive seen in my 25 years. About a hitman who goes home for one last hit and his high school reunion. Essential Viewing.
by Alkaline Trio
"Sit down and please make yourself comfortable
I might need some time to dance around what I need to say
I love you to death
I think I need a break
I spend my days worrying out loud
I get in my head, I choke it back down
It hurts me inside to save you inside
So close my lips tight
Move eyes to the side
This is the way we disappear
It's easy if you burn out like a star
This is the way we disappear
It's easy like a 50-foot fall
I'm waiting for whatever bit of time
To admit these words that
That Im planning in my mind
Im hating every minute that I dont speak aloud
Like when you lay it down
You lay it down
You lay it down
Relax on this bed of nails
On this plastic sheet
Your blood leaves a trail
Right back to me
A problem you see
Will you please allow a moment to think
This is the way we disappear
It's easy if you burn out like a star
This is the way we disappear
It's easy like a 50-foot fall
I'm waiting for whatever bit of time
To admit these words that
That Im planning in my mind
Im hating every minute that I dont speak aloud
Like when you lay it down
You lay it down
You lay it down"
**********************************
Health food craze going on! I noticed in alot of peoples journals that they are going on all these health kicks. Im happy for them and I hope things work out with that. Meanwhile I am about to go pick up some healthy beer and greasy pizza.
I am in a good mood today. Not just the usual alright mood im in or even the usual depressed mood. I am in a 'Smile on my face and I have no freaking clue why' mood. Hmm.......???
Its not good to live in the past yet, I have alot of fond memories that keep slipping in. I miss all fun I used to have in the States. Little things like thrift shops, cheap all you can eat chinese, and coffee shops.
Soon.....Soon.
**********************************
Today's trip down memory lane includes:
Get Up Kids- Four Minute Mile
I love this album and if you never heard it before I highly recommend it!
**********************************
Grosse Point Blank
This movie is one of the best films ive seen in my 25 years. About a hitman who goes home for one last hit and his high school reunion. Essential Viewing.
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gundamzig:
I have to agree with missing home. I am in Wurzburg,but from Baltimore. I have no real friends here, except my best friend (in Iraq) and his wife/family. Going to the Lab tonight, will most likely see my ex and hate Germany even more. I know how you feel about smiling when you are depressed and don't know why. Oh, well.
awryx:
hey i have that john cusack movie you're talking about. i still have to see it, but im glad u said it's good because the beginning was dragging a bit. wanna be friends?