bleakronin

For the longest time now I've been whining endlessly about the situation with me and my girlfriend...well actually it's ex-girlfriend now. But the other night after I came home from work I found the dining room light on which I thought was odd since I swore I turned it off. Then I notice that on the table where I left the ex's stuff from saturdays attempted "prisoner exchange" was missing. I thought this very odd. I look around my apartment and on my end table is my extra set of apartment keys and a note. And the note said:

James-
I'm sorry I ended it this way. You are a really nice, sweet, caring guy and you deserve better then me. I can't handle a relationship, school and work at the same time. I'm young and still figuring stuff out. You were the first person I ever had to break up with, and it was harder than I thought. I wish I could have met you later on. I'm sorry. I hope find someone even better than me...you deserve it.

Jenny

It took her this long to leave me with this shit. How ridiculous is that? I mean I had feelings it was over from that intial text message many months ago. Then the email a few weeks after that only continued to pound nails into that coffin. It angers me that all my attempts to contact her to end it properly were always met with obvious failure. Whatever! So it's over, finally. Not really the way I would have liked to end it, but nontheless it's over now. Though for the last few weeks I've been resigned to the fact that it was over this helps confirm the fact and now I'll be able to move on and be miserable and alone like I usually am.

For those who may have missed pics of my new tattoo post go look in my pictures folders.

And wish me luck with the whole being single thing again, while the past month or two has been rather trying on my character I feel more liberated now more then ever. No more depression...YAY! But of course now I'm as horny as hell damn-it!!!