blck_flwrsplease

alienation, tragic personality flaws, haunting secrets from the past, destructive love - I think Im going to immerse myself in 40's noir films and 19th c. gothic novels -
does anybody want to have a "noir night"?

and my leather pants!

I made these when I was 22 or so from a jacket and wore them everyday for almost a year. I saved them as a relic from my former life when I wasnt gothic anymore, and I assumed they wouldnt fit anymore. But I was on the verge of making another pair of pants yesterday and thought, well, maybe they will still fit - and they do -
things are so much better this time around - being gothic that is - I was so focused on certain bands before, death in june and current 93 primarily, and was working out interests in punk, gothic, oi, and femme cultures kind of all at once.... now Im a lot calmer and more focused I suppose - I think I look better in ways - I never wore makeup before, but now I do - and I like my hair more now- it used to just be shaved.
suicide girls is very valuable to me also - it lets me interact with people I wouldnt see otherwise- keeps me from getting caught up in a local scene I think - I was so fixated on certain people before too - thats an issue with me I suppose -
things are better now

yeah..... whos your frankenstien?


trying to make vinyl pants - what do you do about the massive amounts of sweat that builds up in them? I need a drainage plug at the bottom - or a vent somewhere -



sat night a go go