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hmmm - the club was fun tonight. prozac really helps me a lot - Ive been on it for about a year - it makes me so much calmer. I didnt drink much -that was a new experience - I would rather take sleep meds I think before going out - and just be in a fuzzy silent coccoon - downers please -
well, I wont be able to go for a long time I think, because I start a new job next week and I think Ill be working thursday nights. hmmmmmmmm things are going well with ms. dame - shes sweet - I like sweet girls. is it true that nice sweet girls always suck in bed? thats what a friend said - I dont know, because I "suck in bed" kind of - we can talk about that later - Im a good kisser though - I think- though Ive heard "slobberfest" used as an adjective to describe my kissing - but, with 4 lip rings, what do you expect.... - I love nice sweet girls. mmmmm mr boy is pretty. I just want to make out with him - just a little bit - well, I just want him to have a crush on me, so that I can do what I want with him, you know - why cant I have everything I want?