so, yeah, this is how I feel
Im better for the most part, but a little bit off - I have this bitter taste in my mouth, I think bc of the antibiotics - clindamycin? -and my appetite isnt quite normal -
waiting for confirmation on my jobs...... hello...
I feel like such a loser for being unemployed for so fucking long - and you think Im a loser too - so dont bother trying to conceal it - like 5 months - Ive pretty much exhausted my sources of credit.......
when I get a paycheck Im going to buy blue jeans and bleach them to wear with my red boots - maybe its cause of spring or whatnot but I feel like wearing bright colors - and then I will go out to eat chinese food.
yes, my life is kind of on hold till I get the financial situation under controll - but this is where I would like to see myself:
working 50 plus to pay off debt
reading more - I read for the first time in months last night
getting my bondage biz a good website to start selling stuff
start studying russian and french - they have good software language packages
see what developes with mein frauline
-then, I have to go back to finish school within the year, and Im pretty sure I ought to do that
- so basically Im kind of stir crazy from not working and having recurrent strep throat....
Im better for the most part, but a little bit off - I have this bitter taste in my mouth, I think bc of the antibiotics - clindamycin? -and my appetite isnt quite normal -
waiting for confirmation on my jobs...... hello...
I feel like such a loser for being unemployed for so fucking long - and you think Im a loser too - so dont bother trying to conceal it - like 5 months - Ive pretty much exhausted my sources of credit.......
when I get a paycheck Im going to buy blue jeans and bleach them to wear with my red boots - maybe its cause of spring or whatnot but I feel like wearing bright colors - and then I will go out to eat chinese food.
yes, my life is kind of on hold till I get the financial situation under controll - but this is where I would like to see myself:
working 50 plus to pay off debt
reading more - I read for the first time in months last night
getting my bondage biz a good website to start selling stuff
start studying russian and french - they have good software language packages
see what developes with mein frauline
-then, I have to go back to finish school within the year, and Im pretty sure I ought to do that
- so basically Im kind of stir crazy from not working and having recurrent strep throat....
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i just got my middle lip piercing over the weekend, and i swear, it was the worst piercer on the planet. no shoving the needle through, oh no, she gentlely and slowly pushed it through so that i would be sure to feel every cell that affected mutilated by the needle. but i didn't mind too much.