blck_flwrsplease

thank you all for reading my looooooong journal entry -you are all so sweet and I owe you one, because that was kind of a big event in my life.
as it turns out, the guy didnt show up...... which is really weird since hes the one that challenged me..... (my new prospective girlie didnt show up either which sucked- but I met some new people and hung out with some friends so it was fun)
fighting is stupid - I think I could do it if I was protecting someone or something - Im not sure what wouldve happened if he showed up. to me, fighting isnt the point - its not being afraid to fight that is important to me.... kind of........ (maybe I should take kung fu or something to learn how to fight, because not getting my nose broken and teeth knocked out is also important) maybe this guy is smarter than I gave him credit for and he felt it would be stupid to fight also..... I simply texted him when I left the bar at 230 "we're not friends, dont ever call me again" so I guess thats that -
I would rather make out with pretty boys than be violent with ugly ones.....
so heres the post sat night pic - I wish I had a cool story to tell or some blood on me or something exciting (though I did tell the above mentioned boy that he could cut me with his knives if he wants, and I will post pics of that if that ever occurs) but I dont - I love beautiful people



that pic really dark huh? I live in an old house and the electricity constantly fluctuates and my screen gets brighter and darker, so it looked ok when I posted it - basically it looks exactly the same as the pre sat night pic

this just in: my rats love cheetos!

alright, heres one pic with blood from a scarification set a couple months ago, to satisfy your freaky bloodlust -