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yeah for sleep meds - party while you sleep

- alright - vodka or whiskey tonight? this is my last weekend of debauchery and lassitude- hear my words - I will have a job by next week-

- and in other exciting news- I glued the rest of my hair that Id been growing out together so now all my hair is on the road to dreadville

usually I drink vodka when I go out and whiskey only if Im staying in bc it smells so strong- youll get in trouble if you get pulled over you know.

tattoos I want:
rats
cobwebs
bats
all the grey girls from skinny puppys too dark park and last rights album covers-
and other macabre memento mori (reminders of death)



and look at the rodents playing together.



well, I guess its more like oliver playing with the dead rodent I put in his cage with him, but its still sweet huh.

jk - charles is alive too.......

kaia said to me (a long time ago) "this isnt love- someday someone will walk into your life, and they will love you"
I used to just watch her smoke, with that look in her eyes like she was wrapped so deeply in her emotions and thoughts, she was almost unaware of the world around her- she looked like her heart was a coal, quietly smoldering in her chest with intense heat - she looked like a furnace, that burned life until it bent and cracked; until skin became marble and light became glass -