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I just dont know - Im still tripped out about that girl - things seemed to be developing, and then boom, they just snapped - I totally feel like we should know each other better - maybe sometime later or something- if she wasnt interested in me, then that would be that, but I think she is - but, ok - I guess Ive talked enough about that - Im moving on for now and dating other girls. Things are kind of coming together it feels like - for the past 10 months things have been kind of out of control - Ive been on prozac and its made me really impulsive, and my life has been slightly off the rails for all that time- but I knew things were changing for the better - and now, Im about to start back at school, I got a job which allows me to have lip rings and a dread hawk and stuff, and I have this goal of getting a bondage line going which gives me a concrete project to focus some creative energies on - and my body is adjusting more and more to the prozac so I dont feel quite so out of control on it - and WugglyUmp is going to come visit me so we can go hot tubbing and so that she can have my child