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I dont have anything interesting to say today - I joined the bdsm group and browsed around a little bit there - it looks interesting - I dont even really do bondage, like with other people - Ive only ever done it once when d. let me chain him up, and it was fun - and then I guess there was that time on my 21st birthday when I was restrained and flogged - that hurt- I was all excited until the first slap of the flail - but it was very great- they make a cow press thing that squeezes the body of a cow to calm it down, like when the ranchers are treating them or grooming them or something, they put them in the press, and it calms them down- and I think it works with people too you know - when their body is strapped tight, its calming psychologically - it works for me - and when two people are bound together tightly- I like that.
and I feel crappy - my life is still not on a stable footing at all -
I watched rocky II yesterday - and rocky and adrian are so fucking sweet - I like the first two movies best, when shes all shy, and he hasnt made it big yet, and theyre really poor, but they're in love and they believe in each other....