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ok - so - its time to move on - what can you do.... I hoped this girl would talk to me again - but I guess she really isnt planning to - which is ok - I respect that - sucks to be me - I was kind of laying low hoping for another chance to hang out and maybe get to know each other - but I guess that isnt exactly going to happen or something..... so - that sucks -but what can you do
probably, I just need to chill out and get a grip - I mean, for fucks sake - I only went out with this girl 2 times.....but I do like her and Ive not wanted to go out with other people cause I want to hang out with her - see what a softy I am - my new friend flyingbuddha from myspace theorizes that melodrama is at the root of many of my issues - exactly how being melodramatic can get in the way of orgasming with other people, which is what I was asking his opinion on, Im not too sure- maybe his theory is bunk, or hed had a few too many cape cods, or he was nervous about hanging out with such a cool guy as myself and his analytical abilities were suffering from it -but he is a medical student - and has coils chaos symbol tatted on his head -so hes pretty smart and cool at any rate, and might have a point -

- update - Im going to wretch - once a year or so, I end up at rotten.com, or in this case, it was the rigor mortis group... and look at horrid pictures - that stuff is so horrible- im freaking out -