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monday eve - havent journaled for a few days - lets see - lots of new sets on suicide boys, some really good ones - I should just say perhaps, that Im heterosexual, but am obviously interested sexually in boys as well as girls. I havent really been going out with any girls recently, over the past couple of weeks - (Ive hardly been going to school except to the gym (need to get back into that this very week) and school is the main place I meet girls to go out with. I have met two really interesting boys though - this guy down at burts on thursday - hes really cute - I got his number, and he said he wanted to be my boyfriend, but I havent called him yet -and he doesnt have a cell so I cant text him - Id like to get to know him better though- maybe Ill see him this week if I go there - Ill call him if I dont see him. hes 22 and small and hispanic, so he has dark eyes and dark hair -and Im really excited that hes interested in me - Im so much less interesting looking than I used to be when I was 22 or so -his age. And then, friday at the pulse - I went with my 20 boots and black leather jacket on, and I felt a little out of place, because the crowd doesnt really have a fetish feel to it at all -its more of people wearing diesel jeans and lots of bright colors - But, I got the attention of V - a really beautiful drag. Hes awesome, Ive seen him there many times before, but never talked to him - hes the only guy that I ever see there in serious drag -serious as in, not over the top like 'priscilla queen of the desert', but he just dresses like a really pretty girl would-so we talked, and hes really pretty face to face - I was going to go back sat to meet him, but I didnt - I just slept sat. But, anyway, both of them are guys Ive known about, and I'm excited that I would get their attention and that they would be interested in me -
the thing with girls, is that Im always going out with 'normal' girls from school, who arent exactly gungho on the whole bisexual/self-mutilation aspect of my life. Im not really into a local scene, and so have trouble meeting 'alternative' girls...
anyhow, this is all fascinating I know - I need a digital camera - I ordered some cool boots from demonia - the revolverII white leather with chrome caps - theyll be awesome - I want to get some wigs - It would be awesome if me and av. got all dragged out and went to thursday at burts - yeah for all the cool people on this site!