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so I finally got around to doing a little scarification. Its kind of a trick having inspiration and sobriety occur at the same time. I did this in about ten minutes - thats quite a bit faster than past cuttings for me - I had to go to work though -

I have a touch of something - since Im not smoking any more it should pass I think. theres something about the very first effects of an illness thats not entirely unpleasant. Like warm, numbing, overpowering hands dragging you down slowly from behind -