hey - so adventure for the night - I went up to see if my friend was at his studio, but the studio was closed - so I walked up past the university area, thought maybe Id walk to the mall or something for kicks - and as Im walking, this lady drives by and waves - she looked like some middle aged lady or something - so I wave back... then she starts following me, keeps circling around the block and stuff, so I think - maybe shell buy me some liquor or something, so I wave her over to the side of the road - she just keeps circling around and stuff though. As I cross a street, I see her off the main road in a parking lot standing by her car, and this "middle aged lady" is wearing a miniskirt and has killer legs. As I walk towards her she gets in her car and splits. Im like "fucking wierdo, leave me alone." Then she drives by again with her window slightly down and its, yes, a man...
Im pretty stupid sometimes - Ive been flirting with this pro transvestite prostitute. great. Ive got nothing against transvestites, of course, Im into drag - but it freaked me out - I crossed the street and hid for like20 minutes while she kept circling around looking for me - so, I aborted the late night walk to the closed mall and went back to my car and drove home - now Im going to drink adn walk downtown to the bars... much better -
yeah, Im back to my "old self" kind of as far as drinking - not as bad, but Im fucking restless - I work really hard for 4 days a week and want to go hang out on my nights off - I sobered up when my social life was kind of mixed up- but now, things have settled - good ridance to unhealthy relations you know - I try to be a good person; honest, positive, take responsibility for my actions; you know, so theres no reason things shouldnt work out for the best -
Im pretty stupid sometimes - Ive been flirting with this pro transvestite prostitute. great. Ive got nothing against transvestites, of course, Im into drag - but it freaked me out - I crossed the street and hid for like20 minutes while she kept circling around looking for me - so, I aborted the late night walk to the closed mall and went back to my car and drove home - now Im going to drink adn walk downtown to the bars... much better -
yeah, Im back to my "old self" kind of as far as drinking - not as bad, but Im fucking restless - I work really hard for 4 days a week and want to go hang out on my nights off - I sobered up when my social life was kind of mixed up- but now, things have settled - good ridance to unhealthy relations you know - I try to be a good person; honest, positive, take responsibility for my actions; you know, so theres no reason things shouldnt work out for the best -
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devil_bitch:
There was no date. There hasn't been for weeks now. He just stopped talking to me. I really liked him. I know I talk about lusting after men all of the time but it is very rare to find someone that is so kind and chivalrous. It just brings back all of the feelings of "What's wrong with me?". I will feel better eventually. Thanks for being concerned.
nixon:
Oh, trannies.