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Yeah I hear ya man....
I don't date for like.. 1-2 years somewhere between there at a time....

it's really boring... and unfortunately... it's because I rarey like people... and then out of the few I like... it's even more rare that the interest will be returned....

.... eh.... but I met someone... and everything is mutual and things are super great...

So from a nice boy... all I can say is hang on... till you meet someone worth the time... someone good. and also... someone where it feels natural... I hate the feeling pressured dating... it sucks giant fat genitalia.....

yeah, birds are much more friendly on your side of the atlantic.

nice new corset by the way.

sorry that things are not going the way you would like them to with the girl. its really nice to have intense emotions, though, but sometimes they can get really exhausting. but even sad intense emotions that you show give a hint toward how much love you are capable of giving.

Lucky girl.

Hang in there. It will work out. You are too precious to not be loved.

You're welcome So I also see you make collars. Im in need for a good posture collar maybe you can help me out eh? I've looked at some online but have yet to find the one I want.

oh no, no love for me, not with her. were just dating and having fun, at the end of the term we will break up, she will get back together with her ex and I will date someone else. but she is so hot, and having someone to fuck and fall asleep with and cuddle with is great
and I'll post the prints, I'll have to get them this weekend from the printmaking studio.

clubs are a hard place to meet people, as you said its too loud to talk, so you have to just find a way to dance with someone and hope there is some chemistry. even if there is, that doesnt mean that you will like the person when you get achance to talk. I think Im a loner too, I dont have a lot of friends, but the ones I really like I get pretty close to. too bad you dont live near me, we could hang out and go girl hunting

you don't look 28

I could use some Vodka right about now. Are you big into mummification? Just curious. By the way nice pic!

i wish you could come over, it would be great! if you ever do get a bit of cash to spare, fly yourself over and i'll show you around london!

I know all about having a lot of crap. I need to do some serious cleaning myself. I am glad that you are feeling better.

Aww, hope you are feeling better.

*Hugs*

did you know that Mo has done a photoset with her pet rats? (rats are so cool)

thanks! i'm feeling better already, I'm just a whiner!

yeah I'm pretty hard core nature freak at the moment, I change my gig every few years or so, (like the alien) mental survival I guess. I lived in cities from 21-30. SF, NYC and a few others not worth mentioning. I was a hardcore nihlist deathpunk general freak. It got old though, and i could see were it was going to lead me when i would hang out with the 'old schoolers' from the 70's or see somebody like Johhny Ramone and he would look like death. plus the hair fell out and i was left with the choice of shave it, shave it creativly, or give the queen the ole 'salute' and deal with it- so i did. i still have friends in nyc who are old-school goth promoters and djs so i can go down to nyx whenever i have the money and do the back in black thang (not that i dress much in anything else anyway but you get the drift)

thanks for dropin by!

leather......TOOLS?!?!? I'm in love....*swoon*

hehe. have a good day dahling!

i think i need more bat tattoos...just randomly on me

sick sometimes...okayish. the best part is being so sick you drop weight, that's my favourite.

you have to be the only person I have ever know who enjoys being sick

and no notches on the dressor... however it is fun to sleep in the sex sheets, having them smell like her

wait until I have it done before you start drooling all over my journal

i'll be going in for my first consultation next week sometime... i can't wait

i think thats a great idea. you're just too creative to not sell you stuff to bondage dealers and things. and how fun would it be to dress up in bondage gear and strut your stuff down a runway for a video camera. i'd volunteer, but i suppose i'm too far away

Damn that is hot!! I already know what skirt to wear, now on to boots...hmmm????

Can't wait to see what you come up with next.

You gotta admit that video was cool. Lost Boys is one of the greatest movies ever but I wouldn't go as far as calling it the only vampire movie. Interview will always be close to my heart. Bram Stroker's Dracula was pretty hot too. And for your info I have brown eyes. Beautiful brown eyes. And yes I am that self concious and the body part I hate the most is my body. Maybe I will email you something. If you beg for it.