Hey, it's about time this half of my persona got busy and started posting, or at least updating because it's never nice to leave friends in the dark. Ups to all of you who are continuing to support me, the band, or us both as a unit. Buying shirts and handing out flyers may seem like such a chore but the matter remains that we deeply appreciate each and every hand given out to us. You are our backbone and I personally rock even harder because you ask me to.
I know it may seem at times that some may not show to much caring as to what goes on between us(the band) and the world, but I myself match any effort you put forward to show your allegiance to our movement. I've grown and and spent time with more than half of you and you'll always have a place in my heart even if this little boat doesn't sail far from shore. I The Rapist, even though disgusting on the inside, have many other parts willing to show themselves through music. I splendor in the darkness that is metal, and am pleasured by each and every soul I release from the shackles of fear and depravity caused by idiotic little Uber Christian "kids" surrounding you telling you your going to hell. Fuck them and never allow yourself to feel tormented by their ignorant viewpoint. They have no real vision towards your maker.
They see only their own struggle and feel heartless and alone, and we all know that misery seeks company and your it's easiest target because you see the real light at the end of the tunnel. A true face of wisdom revealed to you by simply just looking into a mirror. You are the reason you are alive, celebrate that for all time and see no shame in the things you do, but always bare witness to your mistakes when you know you've made them. Your maker speaks to you through your soul and not through your fists or mind. These things cloud you for they are only human. Let loose your true potential by escaping through what leads you to happiness and glory and let no earthly subject oppose that dream. You sacrifice so much by just staying silent when your fear overtakes. You are not better than those lost Christian children, but you are no less in the eyes of the maker. Know that and know it proudly. There is no shame in humanity, only in the human.
Metal music is not my faith, but it allows me to explore more honestly where my faith has led me, the things I've faced getting to this point, and the hope I still have looking for what's real in a world filled with fables written and propagated by senseless "MEN".
YOU ARE REAL
THEIR PERSECUTION OF YOU IS REAL
LET CHANGE BE REAL