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butchering wood to the sounds of: interpol - turn on the bright lights

i love being in charge...if i weren't so tall i would be afraid i'd get "napolean syndrom". HA!!!

i am bustin' azz and i already have all my cabinet parts cut & machined. woo fuckin' hoo. got here at 7 am started right in with my musick and i now have the...
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thecowboy:
man, i shouldve went to the turf..shucks.
souljerk:
Yeah good to meet you as well... good thing you brought He..WHo..SHoUld.N0T..Be..Nammeeeed....(anomalous)..
I don't think I could have gone on serving drinks the rest of the night with your fingers up my nose.. but any..who. Sure I will hang some time just remind me to bring some handcuffs to contain the rage should it be necessary ..Heehaw biggrin

It was almost like an SG Monday with 4 of us there could there be a sub plot???

ooo aaa ..I fling Poo!! At the shitty pages
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love blush biggrin
what a lovely night

a bouquet of narcissus. that's my birth flower and one of my favorites as well
(stargazer lillies are another).
anita lane playing. no irish whisky but the best damn red wine i have ever tasted. i was beginning to think the irish boy only drank irish whisky. wink oh, and the meal...gorgeous.


again, no milk spilt.
curiouser and curiouser...


kiss
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krispy:
oh you really are fucking fantastic, aren't you. biggrin

yeah, yeah. I know. it's just the melancholy in me I guess (that and the heavy dose of love lost songs at the turf this weekend). i will see you again, either here or there.

by the way. I know where the water tower is but my lips are sealed. (have you ever seen the fireworks from there?)

kiss

oh, and here's a shout out for the Irish!



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lx:
Sounds swell.
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are you guys ready for this??

i just got back from.....Disney on Ice
no fucking joke!!

my friend ellen kidnapped thaine and i and whisked us off to the target center for the event.

wanna know something else??

I LOVED IT!!!!!
for real. i had a stupid, fucking grin on my face the whole time. plus looking at the set design wasn't foreign to...
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krispy:
go outside and see this right now, if you can. it's amazing. wink
krispy:
and your stories will never be boring, even after you tell what they all mean. kiss
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noises: husker du - everything falls apart and more

"The gut From the gut
It hurts Hurts so much
The same Quite the same
You know Know too much
It's yours Yours no more
It's mine For the time
That i'm Without you"


it's the crack of dawn and i am up. just got home. i spent nearly 3 hours in the middle of the...
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krispy:
new pics. and your belly! mmmm kiss

aww fuck, what am i saying. frown love

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vastad:
Hey babe. Yep, that is a cool water tower. You'll have to take me there when I'm stateside next summer. biggrin

Oh and I'll cook if you frolick wink tongue

LOL!

Um, things are good with me. On the up and up.

I took a look at your pic titled 'sick'. Yeah, that's a pretty punky, bright shade of fiery orange and red. That might be a good idea. I haven't done my hair red yet. That's to be done this Wednesday.

Love the new profile pic. Now I really get to see what kind of eyes you have...I love your eyes...can't wait to see them for real. smile


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i am sad
yet i knew this day would come and what had to be done. prolonging it was selfish on my part.

i love him, so i had to love them as well. i had to send him home to them. it's this searing heart pain that makes me know i am alive....i'll never forget him.

goodnight lovelies
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krispy:
p.s.
there are pics missing. frown
souljerk:
your journal entry makes me think of this song by Alejandro Escavedo Called "As I fall"

I watch you walk away from me
It's all that's about you
And as I lean into this fall
I'll always surround you

As I fall, all around you
Voices call, but what can I do?

A circle burnt into the sand
Is someone without you
Who placed a ring upon you're hand
To try and disguise you

As I fall, all around you
Voices call, but what can I do?

The things I meant to say
All seem to slip away

The forward motion of this fall
Is only because you
Smile as you slip yourself on me
The danger become you
As I fall ,all around you
Voices call, but what can I do?

It seems to be a song about falling in love but I think that if you look closer it is more so about stepping away and let things be, as they should good or bad.



skull ..I abuse nasal spray
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mmmmm, crystallized amber and dr. bronner's liquid peppermint soap. yeeeummmy. plus i got a new hat. i love retail therapy somedays.
makes a girl smile.

now if i just had some spirulina bee bars....
*runs off to co-op
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stirfry:
oooooooo. sexy new profile pic!

love kiss kiss love

ps. what the hell is "...the *k"

ARRR!!!
prs2000:
the SGTC girl nite sounds cool. i've been so busy lately i've barely had time to breathe much less socialize. maybe after the new year things will loosen up a bit. love the girl sex shop visit idea. sounds kinda grown-up, but maybe a wine tasting party?

xmas party - probably not - big assignment due the next day and a freelance deadline a few days later. eeek

may you add me as a friend? of course - i sent you a friend request already smile

retail therapy - it's the best. i therapy'd myself a new pair of boots last week.
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wakin' to: love and rockets - earth sun moon
"you cannot go against nature, because when you do, going against nature, is part of nature too..."

happy saturday!!!

well, my date turned out to be last nite. the irish boy had made prior commitments for saturday eve and totally forgot. so he called and asked me if i could go out last nite (how sweet,...
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neodrunk:
Not a pretty sight? He now, we all go through our changes in life, and god forbid a woman makes us happy. In/out... not my style. Sorry, I'm a nice guy!

Glad to hear that you've got yourself a good man too. Admitantly, there's something to be said when you can go to a sex shop, strip club or watch porn in the infancy of a relationship. It lends an added level of early comfortability, when one can be open with their sexuality like that. When you're a sexual being, why would you want to hide it?

Have a good weekend!!! kiss

tonguemiao!!
krispy:
Heya. Really glad to hear it went well.

Up late, not really. Phone rang at 4am, couldn't get back to sleep for awhile. Where the fuck is area code 305? They didn't even leave a message.

Friend in from LA so not sure about beer at Grumpy's - or if we'll even make it to OXOP. I'll let you know if that changes though.

And yes, ummm, distance I suppose. (You are a very conscious person, you are). I think I'm a little worried about turning warm, soft smoldering into raging blazes of fire. All aound. kiss

Song of Childhood
By Peter Handke

When the child was a child
It walked with its arms swinging,
wanted the brook to be a river,
the river to be a torrent,
and this puddle to be the sea.

When the child was a child,
it didnt know that it was a child,
everything was soulful,
and all souls were one.


Have you watched the movie yet? Miss you.
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dreams...dreams...dreams...

there's a certain part of me
that wants to find a reason
not
to give you my love

sections of hope
fractured
as ribs in a cage of human despair
soft pleading whispers
in the hiss of a phoneline
or is it the sound
of the static of distance?

sensitivities charged
deprecation created
i am helplessly sentenced
to being mentally torn...
something breaks inside...
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kurtz:
note to self...... i have too many of those..... i need to systematically alphebetize and prioritize those damn notes soon..... and irish boys with irish whisky (cause that's the proper irish spelling) are total yin/yang. you get what you take...... sorry to be the school marm..... i take my whiskey/whisky seriously...... at least i do something right.....



oh yeah, that shit is so hot....... and inspirational...... and...... well, i like it.......

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krispy:
man, I wish I was Irish.

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phone rings...

"hey, what's up? wanna go to the porn shop??"

"ummmm sure, meet you there."

end transmission.

see you freaks in the shadows.
wink
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nikki_darling:
i really like your new pic.
prs2000:
i never get calls like that... although i did do some window shopping on goodvibes.com tonight.
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happy fryday!!!!!

today we get to hand load 2 giant semi trucks. should be "fun". large, heavy items weighing several hundred pounds, "pffft, no problem!". ugh.


this girly has a date this weekend. we're doing sushi then going to charles s. anderson design co. "awful pretty" artist's reception at the OX OP saturday night. woohoo. i am actually very thrilled about this one....we'll see.

anyway,...
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aaardvark:
i have an x max party to go to with a friend this weekend. then i don't know. boring.
pitpat:
I'm leaving, this site has lost my interest, bye.