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blasfemme

east of eden, west of garbage town

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Monday Jun 28, 2004

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monday....

i am taking today off of work and packing my life away.

in a matter of a few weeks i will be homeless. my ex husband is selling the house we bought and i will have to leave the home i have known since 1997. i decided to start packing my things and moving them into the garage. i am also going thru everything and taking what i don't want or need to the local clothing/furniture shelf. i will also have a garage sale probably next week. proceeds from said sale will go towards purchasing an airplane ticket to go see my darling tim in arizona. i miss that man something awful and need to be with him A.S.A.P.

i've started looking into buying my own home. i want to get a small hobbie farm but will most likely end up in a house somewhere nordeast. i just keep telling myself this is all for the best. change is good, even if it does suck.

so, i am off to condense my life. i am actually looking forward to that part of the process. i accumulate "stuff". nothing anyone else would care much about, just stuff. i crave simplicity right now more than ever.

i hope everyone's day is good and that it's the start of an amazingly beautiful week.

kiss for all
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junecleavage:
Well I looked into a house I once lived in
Around the time I first went on my own
When the roads were as many as the places I had dreamed of
And my friends and I were one
Now the distance is done and the search has begun
Ive come to see where my beginnings have gone

Oh the walls and the windows were still standing
And the music could be heard at the door
Where the people who kindly endured my odd questions
Asked if I came very far
And when my silence replied they took me inside
Where their children sat playing on the floor

Well we spoke of the changes that would find us farther on
And it left me so warm and so high
But as I stepped back outside to the grey morning sun
I heard that highway whisper and sigh
Are you ready to fly?

And I looked into the faces all passing by
Its an ocean that will never be filled
And the house that grows older and finally crumbles
That even love cannot rebuild
Its a hotel at best, youre here as a guest
You oughta make yourself at home while youre waiting for the rest

Well I looked into dream of the millions
That one day the search will be through
Now here I stand at the edge of my embattled illusions
Looking into you

The great song traveler passed through here
And he opened my eyes to the view
And I was among those who called him a prophet
And I asked him what was true
Until the distance had shown how the road remains alone
Now Im looking in my life for a truth that is my own

Well I looked into the sky for my anthem
And the words and the music came through
But words and music can never touch the beauty that Ive seen
Looking into you -- and thats true

kiss kiss kiss
Jun 28, 2004
toneski:
naughtyglances....nice one
Jun 29, 2004

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