"it's 7 am, SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!"
that's what rabidly came out of my mouth this morning as i listened to 2 somali men talk (yell) less than 100 ft from my window. why is it people feel the need to do that?
i was up nearly all night with pain. the same gut wrenching pain of last season. time to go back to the doctor for more tests. she said if this started again it would be time for the biopsy. 3 am came and nearly found me in urgent care. i resisted knowing how god awful the wait would be. plus, i really don't care for doctors. pituitary failure is what the doctor is thinking. ugh. i've been researching it for the last week. i should see if my vocation has anything to do with it, chemicals and dust and dusty chemicals. blech.
another day and i miss him more and more. talked to him last night which made my evening. i can't wait to see him again. i am swaddled in his swans shirt, the smell of him sweet yet faint. i miss him in my bed, i reach out and find lonliness. my heart persists. i feel like we are together in this. if i could, i would be right by his side.
i believe he knows this.
you guys wanna know a secret? in my mind, there is no other. i have become oblivious to all other human forms. with him is where i want to be. this hasn't happened to me in a LONG LONG time. kinda scary really, yet very amazing. what on earth has this beautiful man done to me? he slipped my soul a roofie
. damn him 
ok well, it's off to get my oil changed. i am a very bad girl. 5200 miles on my new car and no oil change yet
. my car should love me after this.
have a lovely day all and if the chance be yours, perpetrate a random act of kindness. it just may make someone's day.
that's what rabidly came out of my mouth this morning as i listened to 2 somali men talk (yell) less than 100 ft from my window. why is it people feel the need to do that?
i was up nearly all night with pain. the same gut wrenching pain of last season. time to go back to the doctor for more tests. she said if this started again it would be time for the biopsy. 3 am came and nearly found me in urgent care. i resisted knowing how god awful the wait would be. plus, i really don't care for doctors. pituitary failure is what the doctor is thinking. ugh. i've been researching it for the last week. i should see if my vocation has anything to do with it, chemicals and dust and dusty chemicals. blech.
another day and i miss him more and more. talked to him last night which made my evening. i can't wait to see him again. i am swaddled in his swans shirt, the smell of him sweet yet faint. i miss him in my bed, i reach out and find lonliness. my heart persists. i feel like we are together in this. if i could, i would be right by his side.
i believe he knows this.
you guys wanna know a secret? in my mind, there is no other. i have become oblivious to all other human forms. with him is where i want to be. this hasn't happened to me in a LONG LONG time. kinda scary really, yet very amazing. what on earth has this beautiful man done to me? he slipped my soul a roofie
. damn him
ok well, it's off to get my oil changed. i am a very bad girl. 5200 miles on my new car and no oil change yet
. my car should love me after this.
have a lovely day all and if the chance be yours, perpetrate a random act of kindness. it just may make someone's day.
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please help...?