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p.s.
there are pics missing.

your journal entry makes me think of this song by Alejandro Escavedo Called "As I fall"

I watch you walk away from me
It's all that's about you
And as I lean into this fall
I'll always surround you

As I fall, all around you
Voices call, but what can I do?

A circle burnt into the sand
Is someone without you
Who placed a ring upon you're hand
To try and disguise you

As I fall, all around you
Voices call, but what can I do?

The things I meant to say
All seem to slip away

The forward motion of this fall
Is only because you
Smile as you slip yourself on me
The danger become you
As I fall ,all around you
Voices call, but what can I do?

It seems to be a song about falling in love but I think that if you look closer it is more so about stepping away and let things be, as they should good or bad.



..I abuse nasal spray

oooooooo. sexy new profile pic!



ps. what the hell is "...the *k"

the SGTC girl nite sounds cool. i've been so busy lately i've barely had time to breathe much less socialize. maybe after the new year things will loosen up a bit. love the girl sex shop visit idea. sounds kinda grown-up, but maybe a wine tasting party?

xmas party - probably not - big assignment due the next day and a freelance deadline a few days later.

may you add me as a friend? of course - i sent you a friend request already

retail therapy - it's the best. i therapy'd myself a new pair of boots last week.

Not a pretty sight? He now, we all go through our changes in life, and god forbid a woman makes us happy. In/out... not my style. Sorry, I'm a nice guy!

Glad to hear that you've got yourself a good man too. Admitantly, there's something to be said when you can go to a sex shop, strip club or watch porn in the infancy of a relationship. It lends an added level of early comfortability, when one can be open with their sexuality like that. When you're a sexual being, why would you want to hide it?

Have a good weekend!!!

Heya. Really glad to hear it went well.

Up late, not really. Phone rang at 4am, couldn't get back to sleep for awhile. Where the fuck is area code 305? They didn't even leave a message.

Friend in from LA so not sure about beer at Grumpy's - or if we'll even make it to OXOP. I'll let you know if that changes though.

And yes, ummm, distance I suppose. (You are a very conscious person, you are). I think I'm a little worried about turning warm, soft smoldering into raging blazes of fire. All aound.

Song of Childhood
By Peter Handke

When the child was a child
It walked with its arms swinging,
wanted the brook to be a river,
the river to be a torrent,
and this puddle to be the sea.

When the child was a child,
it didnt know that it was a child,
everything was soulful,
and all souls were one.

Have you watched the movie yet? Miss you.

note to self...... i have too many of those..... i need to systematically alphebetize and prioritize those damn notes soon..... and irish boys with irish whisky (cause that's the proper irish spelling) are total yin/yang. you get what you take...... sorry to be the school marm..... i take my whiskey/whisky seriously...... at least i do something right.....



oh yeah, that shit is so hot....... and inspirational...... and...... well, i like it.......

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man, I wish I was Irish.

[Edited on Dec 06, 2003 2:36AM]

i really like your new pic.

i never get calls like that... although i did do some window shopping on goodvibes.com tonight.

i have an x max party to go to with a friend this weekend. then i don't know. boring.

I'm leaving, this site has lost my interest, bye.

hmmm. i remember seeing the SWANS at 7th St. Entry in the mid-80's. Dead front of the stage with plaster falling down from the ceiling onto my sweaty back, ears practically fucking bleeding from the sound.

It was fantastic.

I'm glad you're feeling better.

oh oh, what happened?

i think that the fact you're human might have something to do with it...... hope this wave has passed and you're on to smoother sailing.......

I like the new picture.

You don't write as literally as I do, but I like the way you write just as much. Images that make sense are very important to communicating feelings that cannot be easily articulated. That's what art is for. And you are an artist.

I'm also happy to hear your itch was scratched. Too bad you still need more... Or maybe it's a good thing? I suppose it's a good thing only if you can get more of what you need...

profile, well sort of. definitely words of whiskey. i figured i owed this place something before i left, which is soon.

visions of louisiana? of course. i just wish i could offer more. do you think it will involve blood and declarations? you'll be fine.

[Edited on Dec 04, 2003 11:44AM]

Can't get into Sigur Ros. I have one of their cd's (the one with the inutero alien on the cover) and it just sits dead in it's plastic coffin.

Thanks for the HI on Turkey day!

Love ya

Love that ()!

I'm itching and scratching and scratching and itching.

I'm currently down. No job, no responsibility, and nothing to do. haha I could cry a river.

im near minneapolis

hmmmmm. eve6 has left the bldg.


[Edited on Dec 01, 2003 7:27PM]

Damn, Radia, I'm sorry! I got really caught up in my band practice last night - it's unlike me to say I'll do something then not do it. I apologize for not getting back to you. I want very badly to meet you for tea / hot chocolate / coffee, whatever, when you have some time. I'm not very free this week until Friday...