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i take long showers , i take slow bike rides , i eat out every day, and drink lots of coffee , i like jazz bass solos, i dont talk to many people , i think for amusement not answers: i remember a couple onths ago that i wanted clarity in desire, i was getting frustrated with trying to figure out "what i wanted"-- not wanting to have to convince myself of my convictions , to wanting to have to want to want, --
this focus on "wanting" is suspect-- "I" am a suspect capitalist, before a lazy neo marxist -- .. i think we should focus more on pleasure than desire...come on lets go-