blanche

I am the most loser-ish person ever.
Never get close to me because I will not let you go and I will do horrifyingly sad STALKER things.

I fucking cringe at my loser dust.
God I am so single white fucking female. Its torture.
Fucking sex dreams.

Aaanyway.... Its Scarlett's 1st birthday today. She has a balloon

Too cute. My little darling. I love her so much. There were loads of complications throughout my sisters pregnancy and the birth, she was born and went into the most serious intensive care and had a 50/50 chance of survival. I didnt see her til she was a week old, we werent allowed into the intensive care bit... but I saw a polaroid of her, all bruised and with loads of tubes sticking out and plasters... I cried so much, you know the type of crying where you really gush tears.. yeah, that. I remember thinking about her 1st birthday, what I'd write in her card etc.

And she's so big and healthy and gorgeous.



She's having her party tomorrow at my godmothers house. I'm going over there this evening to do dairy free cakes with Noxy. Look at Noxy, isnt she gorgeous....

Best friends since we were born

I should probably get some credit for my phone so I can bask in my loser dust and feed my addiction to that.... ... it makes me crazy.

It's got all hot.

yesterday I sat in the field behind college and smoked...

And I was wearing my new dress (nightie)...

God bless H+M.

I have a new profile picture. I spend a lot of time talking photos of myself.

I am just clouded in this loser dust

Take care everybody xx

(God I'm hungry.)