blanche

Ive been busy lately. Mostly with shopping for pretty things. Also with being a good girl and keeping things tidy and good and doing schoolwork.

My granddad had a heart attack on Thursday. They switched off his life support today, about 1.00pm. I was at Noxys house when my sister told me on the phone. I cried on the way home. On the BUS. Kind of ironic, considering I loathe crying infront of people.
It was my nanny, his wifes, birthday yesterday. She died 9 years ago last December.
When I was little, I used to hold his hand to make sure he didnt get lost.
Mostly, Im worried about my Mum. I have to look after her, make sure she doesnt have anything else to worry about.
I also have a lot of work that I really should have done and that Im very capable of doing but too fucking lazy/retarded/unmotivated to do. I want to work hard though. So that when Im grown up I have money for nice things and to look after mummy.


Photos from last Saturday, taken by Baby, my gorgeoys new digi cam...




Me and mermaid girl


The cat that got the cigarette (Ive given up smoking since)



Blessed in the presence of such hotties!


See how happy me and my big bucked teeth are!!??!

I think Im gonna dye my hair canary yellow and orange.