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Dear Ron

I would say that I had the urge for coffee
The second I woke up,
But the truth is I was craving it in the desolate, windy hours
Of the morning twilight,
And I also never had a sleep to wake from.

This morning has bestowed many urges;
Such as the one to sit down and write,
And the one to stay up until adrenaline seeps from my brain,
Causing surreal dreamlike states.

I picked up Rons book, attempted to read a few lines,
Then decided
That it was either the combination of right hand
Holding coffee, left hand holding cigarette,
Or
Right hand holding coffee, left hand holding Rons book.
Sorry Ron,
It looks like Mr. Reynolds beat you this time.
Maybe we can have some more time together
When Im not inhaling my coffee
And slowly sipping my cigarette.